Never Get Enough Of You =)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-12-09T21:52:00.000-08:00

felt free, so i went to have a look of my oldest post.
LOL.
just found out that i am very naive and random all the time.
sometimes can smile, but next post will be sad.
HHAHAHHAA.
and and and, i found out that you're not my Mr.right at all. :X
because, we haven't been together, but don't know how many tears i have wasted on you.
LOL. sounds so irresponsible, right?

don't know how many "let go" i have said?
but now, I've done!
finally you have leave my life.
maybe it a good start for me! :D
Opss! forgot to tell that i have my new name, so called 宛洳.
HAHAHAHAHA!
remember it ah. :)

Letting go, with love.

2010-11-28T23:07:00.000-08:00

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything.

You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad.

Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart.

And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. :)

Thank you.

Friends are important in our life.

2010-11-18T03:58:00.000-08:00

at first, my feelings was like WTH!
just because i saw something that i don't want to see.
is okay, after i have a talk with my two FRIENDS - lady tiger and bear bear hong.
LOL. now i only realise that they two also animal. :D
not so weird, because i am a TIGER mah!
HAHAHAHHA

Lady tiger, not that lady that you all thought. She is 70% girl and 30% neutral, i think so?!
We live in the same dream wonderland. LOL *my neighbourhood in my dream world.
when we were standard six, we met! until now.
we had broke up our friend's relation for a few times.
quite regret because of that!
we might not be the best friend forever, but at least we still have fun when we have a bitch's talk.
She is a friendly person, everyone also will agree with me! :)
No matter where she go, you also can saw her friends or either called FANS.
Every time i also will disagreed that you are pretty, but true, you are!
ANGEL! :D
actually until now, i still owed you a 'SORRY'.
OFFICIALLY SORRY TO YOU, MY DEAR!
past, let it past.
you are really a bestie for me, just because you are tiger too! *with braces. LOL
with you, my sadness has ran away from me.
BECAUSE THEY SCARE TIGER.
but i am tiger too, why they still stayed beside me? LOL
so, you must always beside me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thank you!
I LOVE YOU so much. EEEEEEE*
Without you, my life is grey in colour.
HEARTS YOU! :D

Another one, Bear Bear Hong.
He might not the handsome one, he might not the smartest one, but at least he is the better one among my Male's friends.
Everyone called him so ,he is a bear?
No, he is a person that same age with my brother. He is a friend that came from my brother's friends. LOL
I like this name, suit you so much!
actually, we met also because of HIM. :)
i felt happy, because i met you in my life. You have fulfilled my life these few days. LOL
but so sorry ah, our topic seems everyday the same, about him.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
don't blame me mah, because i cant find another one better than you to listen my rubbish things! :D
Although we had just met each other for few weeks, seems like we knew long time ago.
you are totally different compared with your brother.
Your face, your size, your height, and your TEMPER. xD
as true, i doesn't like him much.
YOU ARE MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN HIM! :D

Thank you TOO!
nothing much i can say, except THANK YOU!
you have done many things to me. :)
I LOVE YOU TOO, as a friend.
you are the lucky one, because this was the first i said that to a male. LOL

Friends are important to everyone, without them, our life will be sucks!
i hearts all my friends! :D

Really The Last Day.

2010-11-17T00:41:00.000-08:00

If you think you can, you can! :D

Yesterday was the last day for every Form5 and Upper Six student.

Finally, they all have graduated. :D

congratulation ya!

And my mission had completed.

Weeeeee*

actually i wished to pass to you by myself.

but, i saw your friend beside you from far away.

SO, i decided to please my sis to do me a favour!

HEEEE*

cant see your expression when you received it, weird hor?

maybe it will be the last time i can pass these things to you at school?

quite regret that why i dint do it by ME!

ARGH!

we knew each other for 4 months and 5 days already.

i really appreciated! :)

do you?

BAD DREAM yesterday night. :(

don't even wanna recall what had happened in my dream!

ISH!

you bitch, i duckling hate you much!

as lady tiger said, ' why should i angry about that? seems like non of my business, right? '

LMAO!

hate then hate la, no reason. :D

Outing with my sista!

2010-11-13T07:04:00.000-08:00

A very good Saturday.
woke up in the afternoon around 12 something.
washed my face, brushed my teeth and changed my cloth then went out to have my brunch together with my dad and sis! :)
sent my dad back to home, then me and my sis went out again.
we went to The Garden's red box to have a sing. LOL
sounds weird, because we have only two person. :P
but we felt very enjoyable!

HAHAHHAHAAH.
sang until my voice going to crack. LOL
have fun there! :D
around 7 something, we went to Midvalley to have a walk.
we took our dinner there.
back home around 9 something.
i was totally exhausted! But i felt happy. such a enjoyable day. :)

Hey you! I miss you so much! :D
where did you go?
i cried for you today when a song had played.
quite meaningful.
maybe it had helped me to tell out my feelings. :')
miss you badly.
Monday and Tuesday i will go to school, hope can see you in these two days! :D
maybe it will be the last two days for me to see you at school?
i wish that time can stop on that two days! so that i can see you longer.
LOL.
SO ABNORMAL!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA. :D

I MISS YOU!

或许这是我？

2010-11-12T08:52:00.000-08:00

双子座

代表人物：《银魂》善后屋猿飞小莎还有整篇作者本人

双子的孤独无药可医，他们的单纯使他们经常把很多事放在感性的放大镜下观看，虽然表面上理性。

所有的一切都被虚化被美化，他们的内心认为朋友就是在危难时刻拔刀相助不计后果的，爱情就是简简单单没有伤害的，但事实并不是这样，现实的很多碰壁很多失望令他们手足无措，原来世界并不是他们想象中的那样，而他们追求完美的天性和孤傲的本质令他们与孤独就此结缘，那种痛彻骨髓的冷，无处可诉的悲凉，看着自己亲手毁掉曾经美好的梦想。

有人说孤独每个人都有，太自恋了吧。但双子的孤独只有双子自己知道，那是没有可能治好的绝症。因为双子天生就是两个心，两颗脑，他们的感受，他们的所思所想都是双倍的。但他们却只有一个躯体，一个世界。这是一个天生残缺的星座，天生在找寻能与自己契合的另一个人，但谁能找到一个相同的自己？？所以，他们注定这样孤独而劳碌的用一个人的身体承受着两个人的快乐与伤悲，还有永远的孤独。

双子不想孤傲，不愿独来独往，（其实大多数双子表面呼朋唤友，内心却从来没有依靠，孤独无依）但他们的敏感和天生的优越感使他们无法妥协。双子，有很多人羡慕他，很多人嫉妒他，很多人厌恶他，几乎没有一个星座能有这样大的争议性。我想说，双子的孩子们，他们的眼泪永远多于笑容，那些在阳光下微笑，却用眼泪洗涤如水凉夜的孩子，那些从不愿别人失望但自己却因此精疲力尽的孩子，他们的名字是双子。如果你的爱人是双子，那么请你好好爱他，因为他真的不会自己寻找快乐。如果你是双子座如果你是双子座，你就要听清楚了—— 你的一生都注定你要去寻找你的另一半。为了找到你的另一半，你会尝试着和各种不同的人相处、相恋。在众人的眼里，双子都是花心的，你们花心却不会一脚踏两船，而是经常换船。然而没有人知道你们这是为了找寻真爱阿！只要找到了你的另一半，双子就不会再换了，双子的痴情与专一只会给一个人。

双子的痴情是让人惊讶的，就像他们的花心一样让人吃惊。然而双子又是可悲的，因为那另一半并不是每个双子都能找到的，因此双子总在茫茫人海中寻寻觅觅，找寻真正的爱情。同时在无意之中伤害了身旁的追随者。然而事实却是，与双子座的人谈一场恋爱是会让人永生难忘的，这段爱情绝对充满了惊喜与快乐。所以，喜欢经常换船的双子总能轻易的找到另一条船来换。爱上双子的人们啊，你享受到了多少快乐？那就不要在乎双子将会带给你多少无情的伤害了。除非你有信心让双子相信你就是他的另一半。这是真正的双子！很多人都说双子的不是，心不在焉，花心，等等，在大多人眼里双子似乎一无是处。其实双子是很脆弱的。双子害怕伤害，既不愿意伤害任何人，也不愿任何人伤害他们，并且不信任任何人，所以即便是很要好的一群朋友在一起，有些时候他们也会表现得非常沉默，因为双子的心灵总是孤独的。他们不愿意被人理解，也不屑被人理解，很多时候，即便跟你观点有分歧，他们也不会跟你争吵，他们不屑争吵，只有在偶尔无法忍耐的时候才会弄得面红耳赤；不过对于性情温和的人，他们则极尽他们的口才以达到说服的目的，他们不愿意发生争吵. 双子的朋友基本都是泛泛之辈，感情深厚的朋友实在少的可怜。因此寂寞或是不开心时，他们通常也是一个人躲起来一言不发，不去理睬任何人，并且不希望被其他人打扰。大家平时看到的他们并不是真正的他们，他们总是在掩饰自己，自己也不明白这到底是有意还是无意的。他们的心事通常不会跟任何人讲，即便你刨根问底也徒劳无功，只有当他们愿意倾诉的时候，他们才会告诉他们知心的朋友，通常这种机会很少。他们对大多的人、事、物都不怎么在乎，好象是以冷眼观世的态度活在这世上的，即便当他们非常在意某人某事的时候，他们也不会在他人面前轻易表现出来。许多人蔑视双子，那是因为他们不了解双子，双子的真诚与执著我个人认为是其他人都望尘莫及的，双子想要做一件事不在乎其他人的感觉，双子对待别人虽然不甚亲切，然而即便厌恶你的时候也不轻易表露，他们的承受能力惊人的大，可是又有谁会明白他们心中的苦闷。正如有些人说的，生活真的很不容易，又何必再给他人增加烦恼。如果哪位达人理解双子的话，那他会明白双子其实在寻找一个孤寂的世界，把自己一个人埋没于此，不让任何人知道，因为双子不愿意看到有人为自己伤心，他们的苦他们愿意一个人承担。

天下理解双子的人请善待双子。

天秤座

代表人物：《银魂》坂田银时

身为天秤，出生在秋天的天秤,忧郁是与生俱来的-----尽管人前你见不到一个愁眉苦脸的天秤，甚至很多人认为天秤是一个大大咧咧的粗线条。天秤太善于伪装,或者说，不愿意让不了解的自己的人过多地知道自己的心情。在爱中，尤其如此.天秤的爱永远像是暗恋：有好感的时候，听到对方的名字，看到对方的身影，都会有一种不一样的感觉，但是自己会很克制不表现出来。即使有机会在一起，在众人当中，天秤跟谁都谈笑自如，亲切有加，惟独对自己在意的那个人，远远的，只用余光感受他的存在。他的一个表情，一句话，都在天秤心里引起阵阵涟漪。这样做的结果，往往是求近而得远。但是没有办法，天秤就是这样无法克服自己的本能。面对喜欢的人，会莫名地自卑羞怯。其实天秤是很善于和异性相处的，从小到大,也不缺乏哥们似的朋友。但是，对自己喜欢的那个人，她做不到那样洒脱.哪怕只是主动地打个招呼，也会紧张对方会不会看透自己的心思.天秤期待爱，但又恐惧爱的力量会将自己拖入万劫不复的深渊。即使两个人最终相爱了，天秤依然表现得冷静有余，热情不足。她会在任何时刻想到你，天气的变化，随便遇到的什么人或者事，念头一闪就转到你的身上去。她会在夜晚想着你的好或者不好，高兴或者难过地默默流泪。她会设身处地为你想很多很多，甚至想得太周到连你自己都想不到的周到。她会为你的某个失误找各种各样的借口，在质问你之前已经原谅了你，但是还是要你一个解释，一个简单的合理或者不合理的解释就轻易能让她释怀。她会为要不要给你打电话或者发短信犹豫很久，生怕打扰到你或者令你不方便不耐烦。她会想象出无数个美好的相处场景，沉浸其中不能自拔。但这一切，她不会让你知道。天秤并不缺少爱的能量，但缺少爱的勇气。或者说，如果有什么是天秤不能为你做的事情的话，那就是放弃自尊。自尊是天秤的最后一块堡垒，生死共存。天秤看上去开朗，其实细腻而心重。她一生都在期待真正懂她的感情的那个人。你来了，她有多么激动；可是，她又不敢相信那个人真的就是你。她等得太久太苦，以至于都绝望了。所以当那个人出现的时候，她反而慌乱失措了。她不知道如何在一个热烈的爱人与优雅的女人之间做出选择，你更喜欢哪一个呢？她不断地问自己。一方面，她也在不断地问自己：我这样做会不会失去自我？他会喜欢这样的我吗？如果她不喜欢，我怎么样做回自己？这样复杂而强烈的情绪，你不会真正体味得到。天秤掩饰得那么好，只会对你微笑，即使流泪，也是静静的，不会哭喊发作。如果有伤害，她会一个人反复回味，直到在痛的重复体验中失去痛的敏感，再原谅你，继续。她不大会谴责，不大会推卸责任，她永远把错先揽在自己一边。甚至归结为自己个性的缺陷。天秤在爱里的自卑使她不得不这样在黑暗里爱着。她怕你知道她的“不好”，她自以为是的不好。也怕你为她而难过伤心，那样还不如她自己独自忍受。也许伤到最后，天秤发现自己无力再承受了，她会安静地走开。绝望与崩溃，也不会让你看到，哪怕她痛苦到极点，你看到的，仍然是一个平静的天秤；顶多，有些冷漠。那冷漠也未必是针对你，很可能，是针对爱的。天秤知道，最输不起的，就是感情。交付起来，是一点点，一滴滴，直至沦陷；破碎时，却是大厦倾颓，天昏地暗。她了解人性中的任何世俗与卑微的心理，她怕自己柔弱的爱情成为这些丑恶的猎物。-----这就是天秤，即使受伤，她依然会把过错归于人性的弱点，而不会，真正地去恨。你看到她淡淡地来，淡淡地去了，却不知道，她的心无声地碎裂成了什么样子。天秤的爱情就像在上演的一部电影，他们就在这出戏里，眼看着它从开始到结束。落幕并不可怕，秤子们在乎的是他们成就了一部电影。　

天秤不喜欢落入俗套中的爱情。与天秤爱过的人，也许回头来看，都不知道该怎样去评价那个秤子。爱着的时候是淡淡的，离开的时候也是淡淡的，甚至，连分手的理由都不屑追问。假如一个秤子在你面前掉了一次泪，你决不会想到她在背后曾为你哭过无数回。天秤的爱情有些自闭。他们喜欢纠缠在回忆里，幻想里，那些破碎不堪的画面对他们来说就意味着完整。其实，做秤子的爱人真是轻松得很，你不用刻意去安排什么浪漫的场合，你什么都不用做。因为，天秤都有一颗浪漫的心。只要心里有爱，再平凡再普通的事也被他们美化了。　　

天秤的内心真的是很温柔。这种温柔绝不是娇柔做作的那种，而是有一颗明事理的心。天秤懂得尊重别人，这并不是人云亦云，事实上，秤子没有那么多的好奇心去在乎每个人的想法，对自己不在乎的人，又何必较真呢？这是秤子做人的道。而对于自己爱的人，他们的一言一行秤子会拿来奉做“圣经”。　　

天秤喜欢钻牛角尖，没错。一旦他们爱上一个人，就很难再去相信自己的直觉。他们会抓住对方的一句话，一个举动，然后暗地里穷分析，直到得出自己最确信的答案。当然，他们得出的结论也是相对客观的，秤子不会傻到蒙蔽自己。但，殊不知这天底下最难测的就是人心，而喜欢猜心的秤子往往是被自己弄得筋疲力尽的。　　

爱情是一个人的事。天秤肯定对这句话大有感触。爱上了，倒反而寂寞了，因为想把自己交给一个人去了解，可这个人懂吗？值得吗？面对着眼前这个若即若离，神秘又淡然的秤子，谁又会想到他们的内心正起着暗涌。而相反的，爱上秤子的人会在某一天突然却步了，想要放弃了。原因只有两点：一是感到缺乏安全感。摸不透秤子的想法，热度也不够，温温的。要知道这世上的俗人千千万，也许他们在认识你的第一天就想着跟你上床，而秤子期待的爱情是首先要建立在精神上的，美的，有幻想空间的。于是，分道扬镳。二是感到秤子的爱是种负担，因为秤子的爱里容不下一粒沙。其实，秤子最喜欢的是和自己过不去，但，人永远无法超越的却是自己。秤子的这个结老也打不开。　　

天秤多有自虐倾向。他们天生就懂得“悲剧艺术”的魅力，他们的爱情里要是没有一点悲剧色彩，就好象是不完美的。矛盾吧？！虽然，秤子们追求的是幸福美满，但他们又喜欢作茧自缚。失恋的秤子，往往不会寻找什么好的途径来忘却，相反，他们会找出所有的情歌来听，让自己沉浸在其中无法自拔，直到自己都撑不下去为止。也许，只有那种历经坎坷，途径九九八十一难最后才修得正果的爱情才是他们内心最最向往的。所以，要是没有一点“分量”的感情，天秤有时就会“分心”。　　

天秤就是这样的，爱到后来也不知道自己在爱什么，冷暖自知...... 很多人讨厌天秤，说天秤们难以捉摸，变化莫测，最会当和事老。其实只是他们不了解天秤，上帝的失误让天秤成为了最悲伤的星座，但是善良的天秤们却是单纯的让人觉得可爱。所以不要琢磨天秤，试着理解天秤你就会爱上她们。爱上天秤的人也不要困惑，我们是一群没有安全感的孩子，所以我们逃避，我们恐慌，如果你真的爱你的天秤，就把你所能给她的你最大的安全感都给她，最后你会发现爱上一个天秤是多么幸福！

* 所以，我是幸福的。:)

The first and the last day.

2010-11-10T07:13:00.000-08:00

is it look like me?
a tiger with ONE tiger teeth. LOL

today i went to school.
sounds so funny, my class just have few people came.
not even half of the class. LOL
how hardworking are them? And i am the one too. :D
after i get my results, i went to dewan.
spent all the time in dewan, just for playing basketball.
pointless to go to school now!
HAHAHAHAH.
bye school at 2010!
see ya next year. :)

i found you! xD
i looking for you every minutes? or either you can say as every seconds.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
sounds so pervert leh. :D
wanna see you the last time when school finish, but so bad, you went out late i think.
waited for 10 minutes then off already. :(
i will miss you all the way!
you must put all your effort on your coming exam.
i know you can do well in it. :D
GA YAO LA!

A wonderful day.

2010-11-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

woke up on 11 something.
then we prepared to go out have our brunch, sis took long time to prepare.
at the end, we went out on 1 something.
mum had decided to go Lot-10. traffic jam there, because today was Hari Deepavali. LOL
get into Fahrenheit's car park but no space, at last we found the parking at Star Hill.
wasted the time on it for half hour.
when we walked into the food court that located inside Lot-10, WOW.
so crowded there.
really PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA. :D
after ate, we went to Fahrenheit and Star Hill to have a walk.
bought many things from Fahrenheit and mum has bought a present for her beloved- my dad.
LOL
what a costly things she bought!
but never mind la, dad likes it so much! :)

back home on 6 something!
my big boss came and joined us.
spotted my favourite phone. :D
hope can get it soon.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
have a dinner together with my uncle and his girl.
after dinner, we planned to go I-city.
what a good idea.
HAHAHAHA!.
took many pictures there, there was so nice!

and and and, i have done a silly things! LMAO
my little secret.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
reached home on 11 something.
tired, but happy. :)
what a wonderful day i ever have!

HOLIDAY?

2010-11-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

exam mode: OFF

holiday mode: ON

huray! started to approve myself to have my holiday.

HAHHAAHAHA!

school haven start, but i started. : )

dint go school for one week, nothing happened also.

good news for me.

although my holiday mode has on, tuition classes are also ON!

sigh. is okay, think positively, i can gain more knowledge. LOL

went to work. at my mum shop.

nothing to do there, just hanging around with my sis.

HAD A BAD MOOD THIS EVENING.

really damn damn damn it! : (

jump jump jump jump!

i laugh like hell! when i saw something!

nice name.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

tell you all quietly, yesterday night was awesome!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

it was really memorable to me. : )

appreciated it.

Port Dickson 2 days 1 night

2010-10-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Port Dickson! Weeeee* :) We five and one was helping us to take this picture.

Yeap! We went to Port Dickson on last Saturday and went back on Sunday.
Qinqin drove there, but pohyee and huiwen took ktm there because our car was full-filled.
reached there around 1 something if no doubt.
First we reached, i smelled the sea! LOL
i love the feelings when the wind blew towards me, i enjoyed. : )
then we went to check in the resort that we needed to stay for two days.
it was extremely hot that day.
i wished i could jump into the sea that time! xD
After that, we waited for pohyee and huiwen at our room.
the sea view that looked from our room was nice! addicted on it.

the view that looked from our room.

they reached around 4 something, quite late that time.
we quickly changed our clothes and went to the sea immediately! HAHAHAHAH
the sea water was warm enough! i like it so much. BUT, unfortunately!
i dint bring on my sport's wear! Arh! regret la, can't played well with them.
so, i became the camera girl for them. : )
better than sat aside, right? LOL they were really very joyful when they played with each other.
that was really a sweetest moment for them, is it?

i worn like that, how could i enjoy with the SEA?
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

we were concentrated on making something! HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Evening, the sea started to rise tide. Qinqin advised us to went back, because it might be dangerous.
took bath, and prepared the bbq's stuff.
Wohooo!
we enjoyed our bbq's time, but it was drizzling that time.
it made us can't enjoy it well. quite a pity!!! : (
AFTER bbq, we have the girl's take in the room until 2 something.
LOL! talked many, and i have absorbed many things about them.
we've done many funny things, then everyone slept like hell. Because they were really too tired.
Especially pohyee, she have non-stop activities from early the morning until that time.
pity her! : (

before i sleep. :)

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY.
we went back. me and my sis took turned to take ktm back to kl.
reached kl around 4 something, but reached home on 7!
guess why?!
because the stupid bus driver of the bus No. 73!
DAMN IT! waited for few hours.
after reached home, went out again, with my sis. She wanted to buy her stuff, so i followed, because she need my company.
No doubt, I'm her sis what, can't reject but i wont reject la. LOL
:D
she bought many things, i also bought a POOH that only cost 10 ringgit.
OMG! bought it without any think.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

the end!

如果可以重来一次

2010-10-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

昨天，华语作文考试。
看见 “如果可以重来一次” 的考题，不仅让我觉得很感触！
于是我选择了它。
不为什么，或许是因为，我有遗憾了。

人生真的可以重来吗？我们所错过的，无论是好事或坏事，都可以再重演一次吗？如果可以的话，我想，在词典里就不会有 “遗憾 ” 这两个字了！不是吗？

我的人生还没走到中途，就已经出现了遗憾。遗憾，没有固定出现的时间，也没有任何的预兆。它不会告诉你几时会出现，不会让你有任何的心理准备。机会，在人生中出现了无数次。然而，能把机会把握的好的人又有多少个呢？我自问就是一个让机会从我手上溜走的人。机会，来无影，去无踪。或许一切都是命中注定的！注定你可以把我那美好的机会；注定你是这一辈子都不会有机会出现。

如果可以重来一次，或许你和我现在就不一样了。但是如果再重来一次，我还是会选择去喜欢你，就算我已经知道结局会是这样的。如果可以重来一次，我会比之前的我更加主动地去了解你，我会比之前更加乐观，我会比以前更加的关心你。是不是太迟了？

我知道，现在你的心里已经住下了一个人。我没有问过任何人她是谁，是因为我不想去面对。每天，我都面带笑容的，是真的开心吗？不是！笑，只是脸部表情，和内心的心情完全无关。在你没有再找我的那天，我的心情已经是坠落谷底了；在我知道一切的那天，我的心早已粉身碎骨了。在之前，我还愚蠢的想亲手做一张生日卡给你。做完了之后，开心地拿去索取我姐的意见。可是，换来的只是一句 “ 值得吗？”。眼上的眼泪都不由自主地滑出来了。

那一天，我真的哭了一整晚。第一次。第一次哭得那么厉害，第一次弄卡给别人。之后，我想清楚了。过了就过了，一切都算了，不想再去想了，让一切都慢慢地从脑里消失。但是，不知道是时间作弄人还是什么，天，让我们无意中牵上了一丝希望。我竟然有那种福气和你一起庆祝你的生日。我知道是第一次，也有可能是最后一次了。那天的我是多么地不想离开，多么希望时间能停在那时！谢谢你们！真的谢谢你们。

或许，一开始就已经是错的。是吗？

你是错的人吗？
不，我应该问，对你来说，我是错的人吗？

I found it!

2010-10-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

exam. exam. exam and exam.

nothing much can say.

tomorrow, i'm going to die.

moral and chinese paper. OMG!

do you believe that i dint do any revision for it?

is true!

LOL. :D

i found one of it.

can i have the others one?

don't dare to ask form him. LOL

my precious!

i'm always the one who miss you, but i know you miss her.

this is what called FATE.

i can't choose to reject it, so i try to accept the fact!

BUT, i know times can make anythings change.

i will wait for you.

because, you're the only one for me! : )

so touched

2010-10-17T02:40:00.000-07:00

finished blogged, then i saw someone's post.

OMG!

when i finished read it, my tears came out.

is not because how hurt or whatever sad's things have happened.

it was because i felt touched when i saw it!

billions thank you also not enough now!

:')

may your dreams come true too!

don't simply to give up on something.

never try, never know!

be brave, then everything will settled. :)

一个很有意义的日子

2010-10-17T00:53:00.000-07:00

around 4 something, my sis, waichun and i went back to school, just for the stupid exploration's jamuan. LOL

there just have 10+ people.

very funny loh.

they bought many things to eat.

because they were out of prediction!

too many foods there, but less people.

i ate one piece of pizza and one chicken then full already. LOL

weiliang them really look alike god!

ate how many pieces also wont feel full one. HAHAHAHAHA

when we on the way to yum cha, i received a people's call.

quite weird! LOL

he asked me whether free to help someone to celebrate his birthday at night.

i was surprised, and it's sounds so funny.

kept on asking why, but he just said, nothing special, just help him celebrate only.

okay, i had confirmed!

waited that people came to fetch me on 10 something.

he is pro, i don't even tell him my address, but he found me! LOL xD

then went to 29 road to join another.

that people went down from the car, and went to tell the people from another car about the plan.

so, i have a short conversation with a talkative person! :D

he was always straight to the point, made me scared to chat with him. HAHHAAH

we reached KLCC's park.

nice view there.

i'm so nervous that time.

stood aside, and kept thinking, how? how? how?!

at first, i don't really wanted to be the people to hold the cake.

but, they've persuaded me! :)

your friends are so cute and funny.

HAHAHAHA!

WHEN YOU REACHED!

skip. skip. and skip. :)

the sweetest moment for me.

quite paiseh lah.

don't know want to give out what response.

i wont forget everything!

although we dint talked much, i felt so freaking happy.

hmmmm. so sorry, i'm not that talkative, made you felt uneasy.

maybe this will be the first and last time to celebrate your birthday with you!

REALLY REALLY THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

if you dint invited me, i wont have such a memorable day like this.

besides of thank you, i really don't know what to say! :)

after that, went to yum cha.

LUCKILY! i changed my screen saver.

HAHAHAHAHA! how clever i am. ;D

before today, i thought your friends were so serious and doesn't look like can be joked.

but after today, i knew that i am definitely wrong! :D
went back around 2 something.

i remembered that! 春宵一刻值千金.

wish that the time can stop there! :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

really very funny and friendly too.

i wont forget everything that had happened.

my heart was sweeter than a bar of chocolate.

and and and, you made me melted like a chocolate! LOL

thank you so much!

you all have made my day. :)

as true, i'm really happy until can't fall asleep. HAHAHA

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

4 something, we went to gather at McD, because we have planned to go Broga Hill again. LOL

i really dint felt tired that time. :D

it was difficult to wake yeenyi up!

at first, i thought just we five go there, but then i saw another gang of form 5's people of our school.

they was dated by waiyee. LOL

we reached there around 6 something.

there was really people mountain people sea! xD

maybe it was because that today is weekend.

this time was totally different compared with last time, because we have chose the opposite way to walk. LOL

some more this time we went to the highest position of the hill.

after that, we went to the nearest WATERFALL!

wow! the water was so cold, and it move very fast.

HEEEE*

I ♥ U

when we reached home, slept like hell.

woke up on 3 something.

really tired that time!

TODAY IS THE MEMORABLE DAY FOR ME!

with love,

thanks!

You're my only!

my heart gonna fall out soon!

2010-10-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

*i'm so happy todayyyyyyyy! :D

went to school with a special reason. LOL

at first, quite confused about that.

but last, i went to school!

and and and, today was the last day that i can gave the card to you before your birthday.

helped JiunKang wrote some wishes on the card that prepared for you.

the whole school time, i kept sms with waichun!

because i seriously needed him to comfort me and cooled down my feelings.

HAHAHAHAHA

i was so nervous and excited that time.

my heart can even fall out whenever it wants to!

my hands was trembling all the time.

don't know why i will be like that?! LOL

met you during your recess time.

i have the courage to ask you the time you finished school, because i need to give the card to you.

the card was with me quite some time!

every time i talked to you, i felt like can't breathe at all.

after i had told you, my heart seemed like flied out from my body! xD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Then then then, i went back to class.

really very boring, because teacher don't even want to teach us.

OMG!

lazy, very lazy!

i means the teacher la. :x

i hope that the time can move faster. hahaha! :D

so that i can give it to you.

bell rang, i was very excited!

i quickly kept all my stuff and went down to the big tree there to wait for you!

IT WAS HARDLY TO FIND A WORD TO DESCRIBE THE WONDERFUL FEELINGS IN MY HEART.

finally, i gave it to you!

but!

your friends.

OMG! i really collapsed that time.

felt like wanna jump down from twins tower! D:

kept telling myself, never mind never mind, past already!

until now i also can't calm down.

satisfied!

finally i have gave it to you, by me! not by others. LOL

my first time leh.

first time i made a card for a person like you. :)

hope you will appreciate it, although it was just a SMALL card.

as your friends said, it was a tiny card! LOL

i knew that was not big enough compared with the card that they gave you!

so what?!

you wont know how many effort i have spent for the card!

went to have a dinner with sis and her classmates after my tuition.

me and waichun went to shih ee's house first, because we needed to wait for aidi too fetch us there.

OMG!

his voice was awesome!
addicted on it. :)

love his voice soooooo much.

we ate like hell!

very full.

suppose go to play badminton with weiliang them, but then weiliang said it was so rush, so our plan was canceled.

whatever la!
quite frustrated, because i can't burn out all my fats after i have took a heavy dinner. LOL

after that, they all have gathered at my house.

chit-chatted and also play around with the wig?

HAHAHAHAHA.

ended my day full of happiness!

thank you a lot!

YA, IS YOU! :)

you've made my day!

school day

2010-10-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

Feel like long time dint update my blog. LOL

start school now.

not really good, although i can chit-chat with friends.

went to school today, because it was the first day school reopen.

but i will skip school tomorrow! :D

felt like so lifeless.

although exam is coming, i dint do any revision for any subjects! GOOD GIRL? YES, I AM.

hahahaha.

maybe everyone also like to burn midnight oil on last minute.

i am the one of THEM.

feel proud? SURE LA! xD

Erm, i have one news!

don't know whether good or bad la. HAHAHAHA
I'm the bendahari of exploration club for next year. LOL.

after school, though you got come today.

sigh. we have waited for you quite some time.

at last, wanyi text you only knew that you dint come today.

WHAT TO DO?

balik rumah.

fetched yang and huiwen back first, because they have no transport.

BAD YANG! hate you so much la! xD

cheated by my DEAREST sis!

It's not just once, twice, but THRICE!

OMG! made me mad.

never mind, i forgive you.

she slept like hell.

your big day is coming.

don't know who you will celebrate with? :(

wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY first!

my card, don't know when will be in your hand?

LOL

Don't want think too much already! :D

heard something.

good or bad?

whatever la, i will just keep the neutral mode! LOL

miss you so much!

Life time

2010-10-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

dint slept well, all because of the stupid 'Guai Tam'.

woke up on 9 something, skipped tuition today but followed mum to her shop. :P

have my breakfast with family.

sis and bro also came along, because we had decided to go The Gardens after sis's facial and pedicure.

around 4 something, we drove to The Gardens, it was hyper jam there!

quite difficult to have a parking slot, so that we chose the premium car park.

i think nothing different depends on the normal one?

have our karaoke on 5 until 8.

but we leave on 7.30, because sis said she was hungry that time.

after that we decided to have our dinner at Kim Gary.

VERY FULL! :D

nothing to walk, then we went back.

received waichun called, he said our movie's plan was cancelled and changed to yum cha.

LOL.

whatever la, quite tired that time. =x

just reached home, then sis went out again.

a date?

i think so, but not with her beloved. LOL

quite curious of that people, but she don't wanna let me know.

Awww! so bad. :(

enjoyable?

not really, because it was a super tired day!

HAHAHAHA.

waiting for the Mr. Chue to come, he is so unpunctual! :D

Broga Hill

2010-10-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

Weeeee*
Waiyi, yeenyi, aidi, caryn, sikwei, terence and I went to BROGA HILL.
We have conquered it today!

before midnight 3 something, my sis and I started to prepare some stuff that we need to be used when climbing.
then we drove to waiyi's house and picked up waiyi after our preparation have done.
and the next one was caryn.
after that we met aidi and terence at McD that located at Kuchai Lama.
took our breakfast there. :)
we went to fetch sikwei after our breakfast.

wohoo!
time to go.
followed the direction that given by GPS.
funny direction! :D
reached there around 6 something, because we missed the junction many times!
But, we must thanks and also sorry to Jiun Kang.
Thanks for giving the direction to Broga early in the morning, and sorry that we had woke you up from your sweet dream. :P
parked our cars and done our preparation.

On your mark!
Get set!
GO!
Waiyi have took the lead, then followed by me, yeenyi, terence, caryn, aidi and the last man, sikwei.
Quite tired, sweat like hell.
LOL
but it was a good exercise for us!
we had speed up our pace, because we were worried that we will missed the sunrise.
1, 2, 3!
1, 2, 3!

around 45 minutes, we have reached!
but it was just the first section.
we took a rest and took some pictures there.

the moon was still there! :)

nice view, right?

the sky was become brighter and brighter.

after some times, waiyi, caryn and sikwei decided to went to the higher part!
OMG!
yeenyi, terence and I had already out of energy, so we choose to stay at our place and enjoyed the fresh air! :)
we saw them at the other hill!
LOL
we shouted out loud. HAHAHAHA!
then we went down one by one.
it was quite difficult to went down, because the hill was quite inclined.
IT WAS FUN AND ENJOYABLE!
wish to have another chance to climb again. :)

we went to take another breakfast at salak south.
but i dint eat, because i doesn't felt like wanna eat with the sweaty body. LOL
after ate, the last desition, went to sikwei's house.
first we entered the house, sis and I rushed to the bathroom and took a good BATH!
:D
then i went down and took a nap at living room, but sis have chooses sikwei's room to enjoy her nap.
LOL
They were very powerful!
AHAHHA!
play non-stop when me and my sis was sleeping. :D

went back around 3 something.
today was a unforgettable day!
Full of happiness. :)

technical problem.
many pictures also cant upload! :(

Forgive and Forget?

2010-10-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK!
*weeeee
:)

started to work for my mum.
actually quite good for me, because wont let me think too much. LOL
can't sleep well yesterday night, all because of the GUAI TAM!
scary man!! Luckily dint get nightmare. :D

ate this today, called Champagne grapes
small and tiny. LOL

bought many POOH's stuff!
HAHAHHAHAHA!
Pooh is the other one that will make me feel happy when i saw it in a sad mood.
:)

worked until 6 something, sis came and picked me up.
we went to night market which located at sri petaling. LOL
quite boring, felt like nothing to walk.
HAHAHA.
went back quite early, around 8 something.

*weeeeee
going to BROGA HILL with sis and her friends later.
:D

made on Monday! i mean my nails. nice? LOL

FORGIVE AND FORGET?
maybe i can do it, but what if maybe i can't?
OMG! really blank when i heard that!
But what else can i do besides cry?
CRY is just the way to let me vent!
Don't worry, be happy.
I will be alright! :)
你，
遇到了，就要勇敢地踏出第一步。
不要等机会错过了，才后悔！
你是一个我遇过最害羞的人，你要勇敢些！
什么都要主动一点，有主见一点。
没有什么原因，只因你是男生啊。

" 谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心，
谢谢你示范了什么人该放弃。
谢谢你提醒我痛会唤醒勇气，
谢谢你曾让我这样的爱过你。"
我们没有机会做比朋友更进一步的关系，可是我希望你能当我是你的好朋友，和我分享你的喜悦！ :)

Wish you happy always, best of luck in you STPM!
with love. :)

Again!

2010-10-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA!
Picture of my beloved pooh and I.
:D

today, a tired Friday.
woke up when my sis came back from school, around 1 something.
WOW!
a very sweet dream! :)
can't count how many hours I had slept?!
when I woke up, it was the time for my sis to take a nap.
seemed like a shift for us.
:P
I went to take bath, because I'm having a tuition class on 2.30pm.
that MRS.F also having a tuition class on the same time with me.
but, guess what she said.
she said, " today seems like not a good day for her to have a tuition on that time. "
LOL.
lazy then lazy la, many excuses wan.
HAHAHAHAHA!
went to tuition centre around 2 something, and i was late again.
Opss! Not the first time.
;)
CHEN WEN JUIN, ffk!
Don't even text me to let me know. -,-
forgive you, learnt from a book!
=D

I found that today is very fulfilling!
i had cleaned the two rooms.
one is my mum's and one is my sister's!
LOL.
it was enjoyable.
because you can find many coins or money everywhere. LOL
xD
Thanks to my sis, because she always throw the coins everywhere.
and and and
i earned RM 2++ today!
*Weeee
after i have done my work, felt like not feeling well already.
maybe i dint take my dinner?
whatever la, as long as it can help me to lost weight then can already.
=x

31st Of September.
the last day of September and also the BAD day for me!
MORNING: normal school day.
i saw you! LOL
sounds funny, because it was a school day what!
Going to miss you like hell in the coming 12 days, because I can't see you leh!
MISS YOU is one of my homework.
I might forget to do the homework to the teacher, but I can‘t forget how to miss you! :)

EVENING: my sis drove!
LOL. she fetched me.
really out of our prediction, she was quite steady when she was driving.
I thought she will be nervous, but not!
xD
i have a new driver now.
Yeah!
drove around the garden, and she decided to drove to night market at night.
what a good idea, because no need to WALK.
:)

NIGHT: really drove to night market.
parked her car nearby our primary school, Yoke Nam.
walked to the night market, and i wanted to buy the balloon that i have noticed a few post before!
OMG! really wtf. -,-
I MISSED AGAIN.
the last one, sold to a man's daughter with pooh t-shirt.
my feelings was like WTF.
felt like wanna cry that time.
my sis asked me, " wey, you want cry ah? "
i glared on that child!
once again i let my balloon fly away from my sight.
then the woman that selling the balloons called me to come back on 11 something, because she will have more on that time.
OKAY!
i went back that time, she already knows me!
LOL.
NOT AGAIN!
sold out.
really want to cry out already, but i dint la.
too public there. LOL
used that RM5 to buy a pencil case?
because i don't want to go back home with a empty hand.
at least i had bought something.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

IS THE END OF SEPTEMBER!
the AWESOME OCTOBER is coming.
x)

过分！

2010-09-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

* i wish i can S.O.L ( shout out loud )

很过分啦，你们！
说了等我啊！
唉！
不是第一次了啦。
嘴巴是说不用紧，可是心里还是会不好过啊！
会不会替别人想一想啊。
更何况我不是外人咧！
很自私啦你。
气死人了。

应该有六天没有信息你了。
因为你有考试的关系？
感觉很奇怪，好像已经习惯等你的信息了。
不知道你考完试的那天回信息我吗？
不敢给自己太大的期望，免得得到的只是失望。
又是那句，顺其自然就好了！
=)

很享受上学的时间，也很珍惜。
因为那是唯一可以看见你的途径！
哈哈。
别人去学校应该是为了求学吧，可我是为了看你。
你的笑容真的可以融化我的心啊。
:)

刚看完了一本书。
学到了很多很多的东西。

“ 当爱来临时，享受爱情；但爱远离时，欣然放手。把感情当作一个学习和成长的机会。
遇到曾经爱过的人时，要记得感谢他们，是他们让你更懂得爱；
遇到曾经伤过你的人时，也要感谢他们，是他们让你更加坚强；
就算你无法感谢也不要眉头深锁，因为你不知道谁会爱上你的微笑。 :) ”
所以，我谢谢你们！

a little update

2010-09-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

24th of September.
went to have movie with my sis, waichun, yang and weiliang at midnight.
because we needed to wait weiliang to fetch her beloved and waited my sis back from her competition.
we decided for so long, at last we went to sunway to have our movie.
:)
reached there around 11 something, because of MR. Waichun!
LOL
so that, we watched Donnie Yan's movie.
Legend of the Fist: The Return of ChenZhen!

It was awesome!
he is very very handsome.
OMG! i miss his EIGHT PACKS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

after finished our movie, we went to have some foods.
:)
very hungry that time.
then weiliang said he wanted to play snooker!
we just sat beside and watched weiliang and yang played.
we keep on kacao them.
LOL
around 3 something on reached home.
OMG! home sweet home.
:D

25th of September.
Guess what time i awake?
LOL
3 something!
OMG!
i really don't know i can sleep until that time.
more lazier than pig!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH!
when i woke up that time, it was dinner time.
haha.
i took my dinner on 5 something.
watched TV, but still felt sleepy that time.
LOL! :D
at night, accompany my dad to fetch my mum.
she gave me some cupcakes that bought from my cutie pie's aunt.
Aww, i miss her so much!
:)

Cupcake was nice and delicious.
since waichun at my house, so i have shared with him and my sis!
hehe.

I missed it!

2010-09-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday my sis, her doggie and I went to night market.

LOL

we walked there.

quite danger loh.

hahaha!

reached there around 8 something.

GUESS WHAT I SEE?!

A POOH'S BALLOON!

hahahahaha!

sounds funny loh.

what age am I?

haha.

i requested for the balloon!

but my sis called me to find her doggie first, then only go buy my favorite.

FOUND her, and we walked the half of the night market.

we went back to the place!

OMG!

i saw a baby was holding the POOH's balloon!

my feeling was like DOWN DOWN and DOWN!

i saw my pooh was followed the other people home.

It was the last one.

AHHHHHHH!

that time, i wished i can snatch the balloon from the baby.

hahahahahahahah!

BUT its okay.

i still have another chance to meet it!

right? LOL

wait me ah, POOH!

Continue here

2010-09-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

* i saw POOH's lantern there! but wynnyee had picked it as her lantern.
so bad! :(

hehehehe!
back from 29 road.
having fun with many people.
got my sis, choyyi, pohyee and her sis, wynnyee, qinqin, meiyu and others.
at first we burned the leaves.
OMG, the smoke was worst.
flowed until can cover the whole basketball court!
really AIR POLLUTED!
after that we tried to turn off the fire.
LOL.
but we have failed to do that, we just stood or sat beside the court and wait for the fire extinguished itself.
HAHAHA!
we were worried about the people that playing basketball will scold us, luckily they dint.
:P

after that, we waited for the others to reach.
when they reached, we started to play!
FIRST, we played candles.
waited for pohyee to finish her dinner then we started to light up all the lantern that we brought there!
**wohoo
very nice.
THEN, we picked the lantern and walked around the basketball court.
we were like LOL! :D
NEXT, we made a love-shaped with candles.
took many photos, but it was with wynnyee's camera.
after all these, what a BAD LUCK, the sky dropped a few drops!
WTH!
rain already.
we picked up everything then find another place to have fun again.
went to station 1 that nearby our house.
OMG! pohyee's sister is cute!
she keep on arguing with qinqin.
LMAO.
their expressions were cute because qinqin keep on doing the same things that she have do!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
we laughed like hell.
after some time, we went back home.
what a funny FESTIVAL that i have in this year! :)

* she is very cute! :D

* made by pohyee. :)

** for more pictures, go to facebook lah! ;D

received your message!
no need to ask, sure HAPPY loh!
hahs.
but so bad that you having your revision.
very sorry for disturbed you!
DO YOUR BEST IN YOUR TRIAL!
don't try to burn midnight oil la.
sleep more better than other.
:)
At first, don't want to say bye to you de.
but, sigh!
have to wait for two more weeks only can text you?
LOL

Happy Mooncake Festival!

2010-09-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, people! :D

Dint went to school today.
not feeling well, bad sore throat!
made me can't enjoy my big dinner just now. :(
but its actually a good time for me to diet!
HAHAHAHA!
played candle just now.
was fun, with my sister!
do you all know how we played?
haha.
let me share here!
xD
First, we made our beloved alphabet.
Then, took some pictures on it.
After that, put all the candles together, and burned it all!
that was syok.
LMAO.
guess what my alphabet is?
AHHAHAHAHA!

played for a awhile then went up already.
started to stay in front of computer.
hehs.

Moon cake Festival is a good day for family gathering!
Off to play candle again!
at 29 road!
enjoy you all.
=]

我终于看开了。

2010-09-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

tuition today.
first time i reached there early.
LOL
sounds like I'm a bad student.
haha.
a bad excuse that i told teacher every times: traffic jam just now.
:P
but then i saw waichun.
then i asked him accompany me went to buy a reload.
because my phone was totally out of credit that time.
actually not really out of credit, but it just left rm1 something and expired.
LOL.
we walked to the nearby store.
but they don't have.
waichun called me went to 7-11.
quite far from my tuition centre.
after i bought it, we went to old town cafe to look for my sis.
she was there alone, because she wanted to wait me finish then went to midvalley together.
:D

I'm LATE again.
haha.
luckily teacher dint scold.
=)
not the first time.
=x
3.30 pm, sis called me go down, but that time I'm still having my tuition.
she said she wanted to go petaling street and look for her beloved.
LOL
i called her wait me for 10 minutes.
very worried that time, scare she want to went there herself only, then leave me alone.
at first, she called me go back to home first.
I'M SURE SHE WONT GO OUT AGAIN WHEN SHE COME BACK.
so, i waited teacher finished the paper that she gave us, then went down already.
haha.
clever!
:D
we went to petaling street by taxi.
costly! some more need to pay another rm3.
wth!
met her beloved then went to midvalley.
quite late that time.
cant sing k already. sigh!
have some foods at kim gary.
paiseh la, don't dare to talk so much in front of them.
too sweeeeeeet!
we went back around 8 something.
the most important thing that i need to tell is : I SAW MANY POOH!
hahahahahaha.
;D

我看开了。
关于家庭的，我告诉了妈妈。
我真的想多了啦！
对不起，谢谢你们。
爸妈，我爱你们啦！
=)

关于你的，我不在执着了。
一切顺其自然啦。
做朋友就做朋友嘛！
我喜欢，我爱，是我的事啊。
不会强逼你做任何事情，任何决定！
只要你幸福，你开心就好！
考试要到了啦，加油吧你.
=D

快乐和不快乐是自己选的。
不要把一切的责任推在别人身上。
不要说是他让我不开心的，
不要说是他让我难过的，
也不要说是他让我快乐的。
快乐的钥匙永远都在自己的手里，不要轻易地让别人拿走, 让自己永远锁在不快乐的世界里。
这种选择性的问题，不要太快做决定，三思而后行啦！

今天的我选择了快乐。
我要把所有的钥匙拿回，不想再把它寄托在你那儿了。
今天，我开启了我的锁。
以后我都只会带着笑容，不会再想东想西了。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

Bye sadness, and Hi happiness.
LOL
xD

HAHAHAHAHA!

2010-09-15T04:36:00.000-07:00

A very good Wednesday.
followed mum to shop, because i have promised her.
LOL
my sis go along with us too.
actually she just want to fit on her wig.
because TOMORROW is her big day, i think so.
xD

Have some Haagen-Dazs's moon cakes for our brunch.
really very delicious.
Aunt val said, maybe she will buy some for us again on Friday.
wohoo!
=D
took many pictures of WINNIE THE POOH from a book.
hahahahaha!
addicted on it.
LOL
around 2 something, aunt val decided to go out have a lunch.
what a good idea she have!
haha.

i have a bad habit.
when i look on my phone, i will press call on your number, then end call within 1 second.
LOL
actually it just to let me feel close to you.
haha.
because i don't dare to call you la!
=x
but don't know was my phone problem or what?
i called you.
then you call me back!
i was getting shocked that time.
stared on my phone, then only accepted the call.
WOW!
my feeling was like upside down!
two weeks ago, finally i heard your voice!
HAHAHHAHAHA!
cant describe my feeling with any words.
just HAPPY is not enough.
although it just a simple talk with you!
=)
really will smile without any reason when i looked on my phone.

7 something.
went back from mum shop.
heard something made my mood suddenly down!
OMG!
i really cant stand for it anymore.
i knew that you have your happiness now.
so what?
no need to say something like that what?!
AHHHHH!
Exploration club was having a gathering on 8 something at Tropicana condo.
doesn't wanna go, but weiliang reached.
so, went there with my sis loh, no choice what?!

Quite stress!
many things wanna tell, but i don't have the target to tell.
FRIEND, i lost them with the sucks reason.
FAMILY, many things happened on this.
LOVE, i have no hope on this, maybe?!
wth!
why everything come with a sudden?
GOD, you're unfair.
why?
i have already fed up on everything.
i want to keep my mind blank.
but, can i?

told wai chun everything.
actually he dint comforted me well.
this time, i really cried out loud!
the first time, i think.
don't know why, after i cried, dint really felt better.
just feel like, i need to cry more.
really wish that you're there with me that time.
=(

i had the bad feeling when you told me that we are just friend!
OMG!
i cried.
a very sensitive word to me.
why?!
you asked me, is it got anything to ask.
yes!
i want to ask you, do you like me?
a very straight question for everyone!
but i know you will answer me, DONT KNOW !
LOL.
i really wish that you can give me a accurate answer.
maybe it can cure me!
xD

Miss your voice!
miss you too!
=(

Random

2010-09-12T10:03:00.000-07:00

LOL.
Sunday again.
same as usual.
but yesterday i slept for 4 hours only.
THANK YOU to you all.
became a panda already.
made me felt quite sleepy for the whole day.
OMG!
i dyed my hair.
ash brown.
but my hair colour very dark, so the colour not so obvious, i think so.
HAHAHAHA!

思念是一种病！
don't know want to LOVE you or HATE you.
LOL.
有时很想去讨厌你，可是我做不到。
直接和你说我喜欢你吗，更加不可能吧。
这让我觉得非常的矛盾。
或许是因为我太过在意你了。
其实我时时刻刻都在关注你，虽然没有每一天都像之前那样的信息你。
可是我都会在别的地方留意你。
不敢主动地去关心你，是因为我觉得你应该有很多朋友关心吧。
脑你一直都在挣扎，要不要问候一下你呢？
心想，我又不是你的谁啊，就算是朋友也不轮到我去关心啊，不是吗？

结果，我还是赢了我内心的挣扎。
我给你发了个信息，很简单的一句问候吧。
当时的我，很想知道你收到信息的感觉是什么。
或许对你来说，很普通，就只不过是一个普通的问候啊。
对我来说，很难啊，多次的挣扎才敢发出那封短信。
哈哈，很好笑吧？

是我多心吗？
你好像有了很多，对象吧？
不敢说什么在不在意，你开心就好了！

chua yeen yi, you're back!
LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE!
=)
always support you la.
don't think too much ah.
just let everything go with the flow barh!
not to worry, be happy ya!

THANKS GOD!
you have gave me back my sister.
LOL.
wait this day until the neck long already.
and and and thanks god for the BOY!
LOL.
*gonna killed by my sis when she see this.
ahahahahah!
=D

Holiday mode: on

2010-09-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAY.
two days have past.
felt so meaningless.
because these two days also repeating the same things.
LOL.
just like the schedule below:
1. wake up when i really do to wake. HEEE*
2. take bath.
3. find foods to eat.
4. watch TV until fall asleep.
5. parents woke me up for the dinner.
6. watch TV again.
7. take bath.
8. sleep.

OMG!
i felt like same as the day of a pig.
wth, really can't stand for it anymore.
doesn't feel like wanna stay at home.
faced the four walls, gonna become crazy already.
CHUA YEEN YI, faster come back please!
you have promised me, bring me to sunway leh! :D
BUT now you must play well in your every games ya.
don't waste my PRAYER for you.
HEEEE*

stayed at home for the whole day, didn't follow my mum.
because i though i have tuition class, but so bad, teacher called me and told me that her related had passed away.
CONCLUSION: class had been canceled.
quite a good news for my brother, so that he can enjoy his computer games non stop!
but ME, i really wish that tuition can enrich my time. LOL
first time i said this.
Fortunately, i have two dramas to see.
HAHAHAHAHA.
one is 公主驾到, and one is 呼叫大明星.
=)

around 6 something, the Mr juin requested for the disc again.
he is quite an annoying guy.
LOL.
gave him, but actually i haven finish it. so bad. :(
then he asked me to go night market later.
A very good idea for me, because I'm in DEAD mode when nobody chat with me, especially my sis.
hehs.

okay, off to night market now.
BYE.
豆腐花, I'm coming!
WEEEEEEEE*
=)

6-9-2010
Happy Birthday, candy!
what a wonderful night today.
may all your wishes come true.
=)

风筝

2010-09-03T03:52:00.000-07:00

或许你就像一个风筝。
拉得太紧，会断。
放得太松，会飞走。
掌握得不好，风筝就不会飞了。

这一次，
我却选择了让一切顺其自然。
不想再令你觉得反感。
你不用再时时刻刻担心，要怎样回我，要怎样面对我了。
但是，这一切并不代表我不再喜欢你。
只是，我想把喜欢你的感觉收进心里。
一个人的开心总比两个人的痛苦好，是吗？

不过，我还是不明白到底发生了什么事情。
你突然变得如此冷漠。
让我看见你有不知所措的感觉。
有几次还刻意避开你，不想遇到你。
因为，我总觉得你是在逃避我。
不想让自己难过。
可是之前的你并不是这样的！
不明白。
真的好想直接去问你，但又怕你会觉得烦。
不知道该怎么办了。
=(
可以不要这样对我吗?
有什么就直接说啊。
我真的真的很想知道。
有几次想要找你，却害怕被你的冷漠伤害。
挣扎了一番，决定不打扰你了。

偶尔也希望可以给你发一个信息，好让我觉得我们并不陌生。
今天，你普通的一个微笑，足以让我开心了一整天。
笑多点啦。=)

心乱如麻- Janice

因初吻着你想庆贺
你却开始疏远我
假使你是觉得怯懦
你会不会拒绝我
你有意欲去找我
你会通电再会过
如实在认真喜欢我
或者有心敷衍我
如今只有三岁都清楚

是你不想我啦
甚至不找我啦
无非几天变化
就像刮我几千巴
难道你共我亲吻抱拥
之后竟有偏差
不想和我好
请求直说真话

很想你是爱得懒惰
至会多天不理我
心境正遂秒钟跌堕
我哪一样有做错
过去你极爱惜我
快慰之后侮辱我
曾自问自私开心过
自问自已安心过
如今的我只要知清楚
没有胆色缠你
心乱如麻
回去吧回去吧
来让我伤口结疤
是你不想我吗
是你不找我吗
不如直说真话

Just a Simple Update.

2010-08-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY!
most people also like sunday.
* i think so.
But i hate this day alot.
because I need to follow mummy to her shop.
woke up early in the morning.
The fisrt trouble that i need to face was,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR.
LOL.
x)
simply took a shirt and skirt then went to change already.
really din't take a look before i went out from the room.
because my sis haven woke up, the room was definately DARK.
haha.
when i was inside the car, my mood was really bad.
because i have bad temper in the morning.
=x
mum asked me alot questions, but i just answered :" uhm, ah, oh."
LOL.

The first meal that i had took was on 3 something.
LOL.
is lunch time already.
haha.
after i took the lunch, i received a message.
a girl who called meora, she informed me to take some pictures from her.
=)
let me share with you all.

Winnie The Pooh, which is the character i love the most!

just uploaded one, some problem had appeared.
so bad.
cant share all with you all.
POOH is very very cute.
except him, i LOVE it soooo much!
;D

since i received the last message of yours in the morning,
the whole day i also waiting another message from you.
but really made disappointed.
you din't.
no matter what you send to me, i also will very happy.
sigh.
not in the mood now.
even the clown stand infront of me and makes jokes to me i also can't smile.
i had wasted a day.
because,
' It will be a wasted day if you din't laugh at all.'
:(

Officially miss you.
OMG! missing you has already became one of the hobby of mine.

爱

2010-08-24T01:18:00.000-07:00

爱情是什么？什么叫爱情？你爱不透，也摸不着。如果你问我，我只能告诉你，爱情这种东西，不是可以用理性去分析的，爱上就爱上，可能你会为他牵肠挂肚，可能你会为他喜怒哀乐。不需要理由，也不需要原因。
　　
　　人人都需要爱情，现在的爱情是两性之间永恒的追寻。我想，无论少男少女，绅士淑女，俊男美女，丑男恶女，红男绿女，还是善男信女，每个人都不希望自己成为旷男怨女。
　　
　　然而恋爱人人会谈，却不表示每一对恋人都能够像言情小说里面的主人翁一样，"有情人终成倦属"。就算你们之间有着一颗千年不枯，万年不竭的心，有着一段凄美铿锵的爱情故事。也抵不过残忍的现实生活和世界。
　　
　　不过，竟然敢爱。爱，就要爱得起，爱得起，才放得下。
　　
　　我觉得默爱最有诗意，不过却也最悲哀。不敢去追求，不敢爱，也不敢恨。其实爱不是占有，也不是付出，就一定要收回回报。就算不能跟他在一起，只要对方过得开心，快乐，我想，你也会感到欣慰。只不过在落魄寂寞的时候，特别想找心中的他，陪一下。得到一点慰藉。
　　
　　我看不起那些为爱要生要死，怨天尤人的人。为什么要寻死，只要活着，人生的输赢，还是个未知数，命运，有时，也要靠自己去奋力争取与对抗。不到最后一秒，我绝不向命运低头。
　　
　　我不相信情人之间的承诺。承诺是什么？是对爱的肯定？对爱的忠诚？还是不相信对彼此之间的感情，靠承诺来支撑？或是情人之间随口说说的甜言蜜语？
　　
　　其实喜欢一个人，并不是在口头上说一句："我喜欢你"让她知道你对她的心意。偶尔一句关怀的话语，一个温馨的动作，一个柔情的眼神。也能让她感觉得到你对她的好。
　　
　　女生，不是没知觉的动物，她们敏感，善于观察，容易为你所作的某些事而感动，也容易付出真心。容易相信男人的甜言蜜语，所以，也更容易受到伤害。
　　
　　丘比特一直被喻为是爱情的象征，相传他是一个身上有着翅膀又顽皮的小神，他的箭一旦射入青年男女的心上，就会使他们深深爱着彼此。然而世事难料，这一刻的相爱，真能让下一刻，成为永远吗？
　　
　　爱过，伤过，悔过，哭过，这就是为爱受伤的心态。
　　
　　其实爱，没有谁对不起谁，只有谁没有珍惜谁。那么努力的爱，如果，没有对方的相同付出，这种爱，不是更辛苦吗？
　　
　　女孩，真怕为情受伤的话，那么，千万不要抱着好奇的心，去尝试爱情的结果。因为，滋味并不好受。即使一惯潇洒如风的你，遇到爱情，你也会成为一个落难者。
　　
　　情字伤人，爱字更伤人！

grabbed from somewhere. ;)

Exam.

2010-08-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

today account.
actually not that hard.
ngek ngek.
=x

not feeling well ah.
keep on headache.
actually i had planned to skip class and exam today, but banned by mum.
so bad.
:(
but luckily feel better when i woke up.
hehs.

Ghost's door open day!
LOLs.
cant go anywhere.
decided not to go training at night.
the reason is : DISAGREEMENT.
sigh.
hard to training with them loh.
she say this, but he say that.
LOL.
=x

tuition again.
get a bad news from tuition teacher last Saturday.
she told us, ' you all will continue your tuition class no matter is HARI RAYA or whatever.'
sigh.
OMG!
cant enjoy this coming holiday already.
WHAT A BAD NEWS!
Argh!

tomorrow GEO.
revision?
duh!
don't know what to study.
let it be, let it be.
=)
simply answer then can pass up.
ngek ngek.

P/S: my dearest monkey ass, don't be sad anymore.
not that worth to angry her lah. don't waste your energy on her. smile always la. HE is always be your side. (on your phone wallpaper too) haha. smile ya. =D

sorry to wee wee. i did not mean to do that. sorry ah! will buy it back for you next time. hehe. =)

发现...

2010-08-20T23:13:00.000-07:00

突然发现了很多东西。
发现原来在你眼中的我，不是真正的我。
发现原来我还不够主动。
发现原来你有很多东西都没有和我说。
发现。。。
发现。。。

唯一让我惊讶的是。。
你觉得平时和你聊天的我，根本就不是我。
给你的感觉好像带上了面具，让你无法了解我。
其实，女生不都是这样的吗？
难道女生会在自己的心仪对象面前粗粗鲁鲁的，大喊大叫的吗？
不可能吧。

不过，说真的。
在你的面前，我的却有刻意的伪装。
可是我只是想把我的缺点收起来。
不想在你面前留下任何不好的印象啊。
唉。
是有点无奈啦。

不用紧！
我会改。
要我主动，我就会主动一点。
;D
因为我知道，幸福是不等人的。
幸福是需要自己去争取的！
错过了第一次的机会，不知道几时才会是第二次的。
你们不要让自己有遗憾！
知道吗？
=)
发现，我是不能没有你啦！

恋人未满 ♥
很喜欢这首歌。
它好像把我的心情完全地唱了出来。
让我分享一下吧。
=)

恋人未满。
为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我,比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦,愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信
都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你 ♥

i'm back!

2010-08-11T04:11:00.000-07:00

took on yesterday.
:D

i'm back.
hahahaha.

yesterday was awesome!
LOLs.

=D

exam is coming.
have to turn on the study mood right now.
hehee.
;D
bye!

If...

2010-07-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

If people make you a joke.
Congratulation, they think you're kind.
If people don't talk to you.
Sorry, they're just scare on you but not respect you.

If people ask you to do something.
Congratulation, they think you have the ability.
If people always treat you like a MISS.
Sorry, they think you're useless.

If people always tell you their problem.
Congratulation, they think you're the confident.
If people only come to you when they are in trouble.
Sorry, they don't thing you're their friend.

If people always argue with you.
Congratulation, they're still care about you.
If people don't bother to argue with you.
Sorry, they don't have any feelings towards you.

So, which IF you are?

blank!

2010-07-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

today stayed back until 6 something.
at first, ah sie and i were stayed for the class board's decoration one.
but then, i and ah sie went to help exp to do their banner.
because they seriously need us.
LOLs.
luckily ah wei drove today.
if not i need to walk back.
LOLs.
tired.
some more my flu still with me.
BAD!
took a nap when i reached home.
slept until 8 then woke up already
not enough leh.

after that, i received your text.
you seems like don't want to sms me.
so i keep on said " don't want to disturb you."
aikx.
actually i really wish to chat with you want!
but, you don't.
MAYBE.

i broke your promise.
i cried.
don't know is it i too sensitive?
felt like you don't like to talk or either HI to me anymore.
that's why i said i don't want to become an annoying person to you.
please don't treat me like that.
=(
i don't want you treat me like HOT & COLD.

GOD help me PLEASE!
i need a hand from you.
god bless me.

Updated!

2010-07-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FAMILY.
haha.
but without me not nice.
LOLs.

Im here.
nowadays very, just lazy to update.
haha.
LOLs.
xD

Love my school life.
especially mr fei zai, JUNG SENG.
he is funny.
he gave us happiness in class.
xD
but sometimes he might be annoying.
haha.
likes to see him everyday.
wakaka.

very warm when received your call yesterday.
but you really scared me.
so sudden.
LOLs.
have a sweet sleep yesterday.
=D

off to kepong now.
=(

will be back soon.
;)

Brainless ME

2010-07-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

cried.
actually not because of you.
i cried just because i really dont know what secret stand for?
is it can let the whole world to know?
disappointed now.

i doesn't meant to let you know.
human are pro.
they can help you spread out everything.
no matter is good or bad news.
actually, do they know what is respect?
one pass one, one pass one.
then when they want to stop?

really dont know how to face you already.
although you doesn't care about it.
but i really dont have that thick layer to cover my face.
who else can help me?
really dont dare to smile in front of you, or either your friend anymore.
i lost my confidence.
dont know where it HIDE.

bye, confidence.
once you go, you better dont come back.
i dont know where to put you anymore.

please dont give me a FAKE hope, when you think that im PITY.
i still can stand for it.
MAYBE....

Ms Abby Loh 1 year already!

2010-07-05T05:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Abby Loh.
=)

had a baby's birthday dinner at BSC again.
but different restaurant.
Grand Imperial this turn.
have a big traffic jam when we get in to Bangsa.
reached there around 8pm.
heh.

lazy to write many things.
lets view some picture.
:D

the entrance of BSC.

me and ah boy.

many to be upload.
but certain problems appeared in my laptop.
maybe will be on next post.
=]

my lovely day!

2010-06-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

20/6
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
and my day too.
xD
celebrated together with my dad.
at bsc @ MING restaurant.
=)
quite happy.
although is just a simple dinner with family.
hehs.

Thanks to all your wishes!
really very touch.
the most happy moment is when I received your WISH!
:D
it was the present that really made me happy in this year!
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
haha

Thanks to tiger, ah xin and wen hui too.
erhem!
CANT FORGET MY DEAREST,
mummy!
=)
the latest person who greet me when I just slept beside her.
xD
(actually is wasting money)
haha

21/6
Happy Birthday To Me!
passed with friends and family.
and some more my tuition teacher.
[pity me]
xD

nothing special too!

22/6
A beautiful Tuesday.
dint really have any school lesson.
got teacher equal to nobody.
xD

23/6
nothing special too.
school day.
went to eat yogurt ice-cream after school with daddy, bro and sissie.
xD

the end.

24/6
Today.
have a fun time with ah chun and wei liang.
haha
LOLs.
xDD
enjoyed with them.
really wont be sad when you with them.
non stop to laugh when you passed your time with them!
hahs.

tuition after school.
hate SEJARAH!
aikz.
why this world have history???
hate it!
=/
nothing special too.

The End.

..

2010-06-12T02:34:00.001-07:00

should I smile? =l

Holiday ♥

2010-06-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

My favourite JUNE. ♥

CHINISE now.
hehs.

假期都没有地方去
没有一天是开心的
不是跟妈妈去做工，
就是补习
唉～
闷透了

说真的
其实也有几天是开心的.
哈哈

一句问候，虽然不是必须的
但有时收到了，却可以让人觉得温馨
=]

不想呆在家
可以找我啊！
哈哈

bye bye!
♥

Down!

2010-06-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

Felt very down in these few days.
i saw something yesterday.
from a person's blog.

please.
think before you write or talk!
don't simply judged me.
you had not enough qualification to do that!
don't try to suspect about my results.
its all scored by myself.
not by BACKSTABBING or whatever.
doesn't really like your attitude.
and.
we ain't good friends.
don't talked until we knew each other for so long.
some more.
what i had done, NON OF YOUR BUSINESS.
again, don't try to judge me!
got anythings you can say out.
no need to wrote until like that.

people.
you are doing such a stupid things although u have a smart brain.
be mature.

I am who I am!
nobody can change me.
I like the way that i have done.
I appreciate every things.
but you?
* sigh

From 28/5 until today!

2010-06-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

28/5
The Asian Volleyball Match.
Final.
at badminton stadium.
went there around 5pm with my mum and dad.
=]
Japan vs China.
The winner is
JAPAN.
nice games.

MORI is cute.
=)

Japan! The winner. =]

First - Japan
Second - China
Third - Thailand
Forth - Korea
=]

- the end of 28/5 -

29/5
work!
=]

just like that.
saw my cutie pie!
Ms. Karen Chong.
hahs.

- the end of 29/5 -

30/5
same with yesterday! =]
worked.

- the end -

31/5
Tomorrow is my BIG BOSS [ Andrew Chua ] 's birthday.
xD
mum, dad, sis, bro and I decided to buy a cake for him.
then we bought it after we finished our tuition.
=)
after that we delivered to him.
but he was working.
3 am only get back home.
so we just leave the cake to my Da Shao.
hehe.
miss ah ern so much!

i sent a picture message to my dearest BIG BOSS brother!
hehs.
i like it very much.
Got picture and sound effect too.
*NGEK NGEK*.

- the end 0f 31/6 -

JUNE!
my lovely month.
xD
why?
don't ask me.
ask yourself lah!

1/6
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
big boss.
hahs.
xD
wish you all the best.
good wealth and health too.
=)

anyone interest to see see his face?
xD

*ta daa!

the left hand side wan.
my BIG BOSS.
does we look alike?
xD

- the end -

2/6
Today!
=]
add maths.
haiz
suan lah, i had already gave up!
haha
11 questions only knew 7!
=(

after that .
Account!
dint do any revision about it also.
xD
but luckily.
all also count count count count wan.
haha
finally i knew what account means.
xDD
AC + Count.
LOLs.
luan luan lai wan.
hahs.

around 6 something.
sis, wen hui and I went to the most nearest 100 yen to eat ICE.
haha.
actually not really nice.
hehe
then wen hui and I said want to go 29 road.
for fun.
hahs.
play see-saw, basketball and so forth.
hahs.

VERY VERY HAPPY AH!
xDDDDD
cant described.
=]

gonna die on tomorrow.
sejarah ah!
:x

- the end -

Exam is killing me DAY by DAY !

2010-05-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

exam exam exam.
hate it.
why this world have exam?!
it ruined my life.
xD
YOU'RE KILLING ME DAY BY DAY !
A Happy Day.
happy until cant described my feelings.
xD
its a little secret between me and ah xin!
haha.
finished!
=]

Happy Teacher's Day !!

2010-05-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

Exam coming.
study?
DUH!
dint do any revision also.
aikz.

going to fail in this term's exam.
anyone wanna had a tuition for me?
xD

i dont want to fail ah!!

miss you.
what can i do?
xD

not going to tell you my feeling.
because i dont want to get rejected by you!
and some more dont want to spoil your life.
=]

i wont regret.
maybe.
hahs.

okay la.
stop here loh.
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all the teachers.
i mean tomorrow.
BUT i dint go school.
because I WANT TEACHER TO REST ah ! !
haha.
xDD

- the end -

Nice Songs!

2010-05-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

Nice songs here!

=)

share with you all here.

First song.
好听 by 许茹芸

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
整个梦多美丽让他继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱的太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
整个梦多美丽
让他继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却爱的太用力

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静
是再也不去理

Second song.
好不好 by 颜莞倩

一滴一滴飘落的是谁的泪滴
一滴一滴夹着复杂的情绪
打在你屋顶你却不在意
我变得很透明
一次一次离开了却不愿放弃
一次一次我还是死心塌地
又回到这里又站在原地
慢慢收拾我们的过去美丽
好不好好不好
不要再计较
好不好好不好
误会都能忘掉
要你快乐我会尽力做到最好
所有伤心说出来我会记牢

好不好好不好
我们再拥抱
好不好好不好
别画上了句号
在我心里你比谁都还要重要
你说好的你知道我是不会说孬

一次一次离开了却不愿放弃
一次一次我还是死心塌地
又回到这里又站在原地
慢慢收拾我们的过去美丽

好不好好不好
不要再计较
好不好好不好
误会都能忘掉
要你快乐我会尽力做到最好
所有伤心说出来我会记牢

好不好好不好
我们再拥抱
好不好好不好
别画上了句号
在我心里你比谁都还要重要
你说好的你知道我是不会说孬

并不是我输不起
厚脸皮赖着你
是我爱你
没有你不可以

好不好好不好
不要再计较 b& {3 m; q) ]) L" ^
好不好好不好
误会都能忘掉
要你快乐我会尽力做到最好
所有伤心说出来我会记牢

好不好好不好
我们再拥抱
好不好好不好
别画上了句号
在我心里你比谁都还要重要
你说好的你知道我是不会说孬

the end. =)

I Love You !

2010-05-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

made by AH SIE.
[ naunekatenikia ]
<3

i love you so much!
=]
you really made me fall in love with you.
AH SIE !!

xD

she is my girl.
who really care about me !
=]

=]

2010-05-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

Just wanna let you know that
I AM STILL ALIVE !
xD

=]

What a fun day !

2010-04-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

today
Ah Xin ,Ah Sie and Ah Hui came to my house.
for what?
actually is for the poem that we needed to memorise.
but we gathered for play!
xD
we play many things.
first,
Ah Xin bought KFC for us.
then we just help her to finish it.
hahs.
xD
then,
we started to practise the Chinese poem.
just for few times.
hehe.

after that,
we played with Ah Xin's things.
curly tong or whatever it call.
hahs.
curled our hair.
but except Ah Hui.

somethings happen between Ah Hui and her bii.
bla bla bla ~

THEN,
Ah Xin, Ah Sie and I decided to play web cam !
xD
take many stupid photos.
hahs.
be ready.
get set.
GO !!!

i think the most nice that we have taken.
hahs.

with Ah Sie's baby.
DOMOKUN !

Ah Xin and I tried to act an Innocent's face.
but Ah Sie.
xD
cute !

hahs.
laugh until look like ghost !
C=

we like this.
=]

we tied up our hair.

going to end.

we ended with this pose !
look like selling mobile phone or whatever.
hahs.
xD

----- the end -----

22/4 , 23/4 and 25/4

2010-04-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

22/4
my dearest sis birthday !
she was having a basketball's competition at kuen cheng.
so her girl and I decided to PONTENG and went to there to support her.
we went to school for the first and second period.
after that we walked out to from the school.
we wait for my father to fetch us.
hehe. =]

my dad fetch us back to home.
then we rest for awhile.
there was around 5 people, not included me in the room.
we wait for mummy woke up and fetch us straight away to kuen cheng.

what a sunny day !
we wait until the games had end.
then wanyi only told us that she had forgot to bring her shoe.
WHAT THE !
we went back to home again.
xD
very rush.

we reach the garden about 4pm.
we were having a birthday celebration for wanyi at red box.
sang around few hours.
we watched a movie.
THE HAUNTED HOUSE:WHO R U.
don't know what ghost movie it is.
i paid rm10 and sit for the sound system only.
xD
i don't even watched the movie.
don't try to ask me about it.
i don't know what it had happen.
haha.xD

reached home about 12.
hehe.
what a happy day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
MY SIS <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">ponteng yesterday.
she called us to see the discipline teacher.
aiks.
so damn unlucky!
she called us to fill in the borang salah laku.
not the first time what?!
and then she told us to write down our parents phone number.
she wanted to call them.
and told them the truth.
i dint scare about that.
because i had already told my mother everything.
but something had happen.
because you.
AH SIE.
aiks.
but luckily now nothing.
if not i wont forget you.
xD
joke lah !

sentosa idol the same day.
i pass for it.
hehe.
thank you ya ah chun.
accompany me all the time.
hehe.=]

around 5 pm.
i have a pedicure with pooi xin.
we went to central for the pedi and manicure.
she made a manicure.
very very nice.
=]
finished that i went to her house.
to help her made a cake for her bii.
hahs.
actually not difficult that i think.
very funny.
C=

reached home about 12am.
hehe.
very nervous for this day.
xD

25/4
a good Sunday.
worked at the morning.
having a celebration for grandma,uncle loh and sis at SUI OK SAN.
which located at ampang.
a nice Korean food we have.
hehe.
=]

------ the end ------

i need a good staircase !

2010-04-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

i lost my beloved.
not only her.
and her too.
i was typing this post with a crying face.
why should i cry?
i ask this repeatedly in my heart.
why i am so stupid?
is it you are the only friend to me?
no.
you AREN'T !
but why i cry?
just because some words that had appeared in your blog.

AHHH!
CRY NON-STOP !

i am stupid.
i know.
but i can't forgive you.
you had lied me.
this is the way you treat your friend.

and
i know that you two are talking bad about me.
maybe behind me or
whatever.

i tell people that i wont mind.
but actually
I MIND.
but,
will you know it?
and will you care about it?

FINALLY
you choose her.
this is your choose!
i promise that i wont bother anymore.

OMG !
really wish to slap you once.
you really mad me up!

i really wish that we are friends again.
but i can't find a better staircase for me and you too.
angry a people is very suffer.
i don't like that feelings.
wish that you could understand me.

you lost a friend.

but,
i lost you
and her too.

is these will be the ending for this story?
i don't like this !
really.
please be mature.

THANK YOU.

upset !

2010-04-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

feel upset.
many reason
just because of you.
friend!

sad!!!

朋友！！！！！！！

2010-04-16T06:02:00.001-07:00

刚病好了
差一点就患上DENGGI
差点罢了啦！
哈哈
不幸中的大幸
=D

大家要多喝水
好好照顾身体啊！
天气每天都在改变啊。

不只天气，
连我身边的朋友也都在改变。

原本要好的朋友
为了一个某些事情
连我都给骗了。

我生气的不是因为你和他有关系
而是因为你骗了我。
你什么也没有告诉我。
我开始讨厌你了

我和你说过很多东西
听不听是你个人的
你不要听我也不可以说什么。

我讨厌你
我讨厌你
我讨厌你
我讨厌你
我讨厌你！！！！

我不知道要怎样去原谅你
我也需要一个好的下台阶啊!
总的来说你就是欠我一个解释。
真的非常希望你可以对我坦白。
这才会是 “ 朋友”。

希望你会知道我在等你的解释 !

OVER !

2010-04-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

exam over loh.
between this two weeks.
many things had happen.
in school?
or friends?
BOTH !

but all over now.
let it be lah.
=]
don't want to think too much lurh!
relax~

going to face the seconds exam later.
love ADD MATH.
love ACCOUNT.
wanna try harder to get A in these subjects !

=]

Dinner Time !

2010-03-28T02:37:00.001-07:00

Yesterday
we had attend a wedding dinner at Cyberjaya
the dinner was held in cyberview lodge.
NICE VIEW there !

dont want talk so much already
let see some photos !
xD

in the toilet.

cute and naughty boy !

the sweetest couple !
hahs.xD

try to pose as 'S'
xD

about 12 something then went home lurh.
continue to take pictures with my mum.
hahs.

THE END !

=]

be happy always ~

2010-02-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

work today.
not really tired.
=]
so free.
and get my salary yesterday.
hee*

play mum's cosmetic today.
hah.
=]

at night.
challenge my brother.
with badminton.
xD

loser!
i AM !!
aikx.
Never mind loh.
i let him only.
xD

my brother's lover dead.
on 26-2-2010 2.30 pm.
buried at amcorp mall's graveyard.
xD

[ i mean his computer ]
hahs.
=]

- the end -

Shooo!

2010-02-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

bad flu.
bad flu.
shoo away.

make me suffered.
==
very difficult to breath.
aikz

today dint went to tuition.
rain heavily.
and because of my flu also.
aikz.
suffering !

play webcam with my sister.
or brother?
whatever.
xD

It started with this two characters.
a girl with long hair and spec. [ is me ]
a girl look alike boy. [ is her ( my sister or brother? ) ]

game start now !

=]

RUDE ! ! xD

exactly like pig ! !

need like that anot oh?
xD

the end.
=]

a dinner night

2010-01-26T00:05:00.000-08:00

23/1
A dinner at noble boqueut.
with family.
nothing to write.
but.
let see the photos.
=]

she hide behind me.

do we look alike?
=D

who look nicer?
xD

--- END ---

Happy New Year !

2010-01-01T00:36:00.000-08:00

starting to play with my webcam!

1

2

3

!

start ! !

what a ghost there !!!! xD

two ghosts now ~ :D

no ice-cream eat.
so cham~ =[

me : got sweets now?
mummy : got wine now?
=D

OMG !!!

yee**

two ugly pigs.
=D

act like so slim.
xD

hee**

smile until no eye see.
xD

change into normal now.
=]

=]

going to sleep.

xD
mummy look so funny.
[ k ying ]
=D

finish.
=]
2010~

The End Of 2009 !

2009-12-31T03:20:00.000-08:00

the last drink i had in 2009

[ caramel machiatto ]

the last picture that i had took in 2009.

wee*
The End Of 2009.

Bye Bye 15 years old's Amanda.
=]

tagged !

2009-12-29T21:12:00.000-08:00

- You -
First Name : Chua.
Nickname : Amanda. =]
Name you wish you had : Celine LOLs because [celian DEON] LOLs.
What do people normally mistake your name for : wan ren.
Birthday :21/6/1994.
Birthplace : Kuala Lumpur.
Time of Birth : evening gua.
Single or taken : single. =]
Zodiac sign : dog.

- Your Appearance -
How tall are you : going to reach 170cm. =]
Wish you were taller : dont go too tall. =P
Eye colour : black.
Eye colour you want : Brownish.
Natural Hair color : dark BLACK.
Current Hair color : Still black.
Short or long hair : Long hair.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : Nope.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : nope.
Glasses or contacts : nope.
Do you wear make-up : dont ever try it.
Ever had hair extensions : yup. wigs. =]
Paint your nails : sure ! xD

- In the Opposite Gender -
What color eyes : nope.
What color hair : nope.
Shy or Outgoing : nope.
Looks or personality : nope.
Sexy or Cute : nope.
Serious or Fun : nope.
Older or Younger than you : nope.
A turn on : nope.
A turn off : nope.

- This or That -
Flowers or Chocolates : Chocolates. wee* =]
Pepsi or Coke : pepsi
Rap or Rock : duh!
Relationship or One-night stand : Relationship. =]
School or Work : half school half work.
Love or Money : money. xD
Movies or Music : Musics. [Janice Vidal]
Country or City : Country.
Sunny or Rainy days : Sunny.
Friends or Family : BOTH!

- Have You Ever -
Lied : Yeap.
Stole something : yeap. =P
smoked : NO! And i hate it!
Hurt someone close to you : nope.
Broke someone's heart : Yeap.
Had your heart broken : nope.
Wondered what was wrong with you : nope.
Wish you were a prince / princess : nope.
Liked someone who was taken : maybe. xP
Shaved your head : no.
Used chopsticks : yeap.
Sang in the mirror to yourself : sure ! xD

- Favourites -
Flower : anythings.
Candy : all.
Movie : Many.
Singer : Janice Vidal. =]
Junk food : Many.
Website : FACEBOOK!
Location : home sweet home.
Animal : my cat ! meow*
Ever cried over someone : maybe
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : many. secrets*
Do you think you're attractive : sure.
If you had to choose a fairy tale as your life what would you choose : nothing.
Do you play any sports : basketball. my love =] pshh*

- The Rules -
Link to your taggers and post these rules.
List eight random facts about yourself and tag eight people.

- Eight Random Facts -
1)im a girl
2)going to 16 next year. =]
3)Janice Vidal my love.
4)i love sweets so much.
5)I believe in Buddha*LOL*
6)My mom totally coloured my life
7)I wanna to become the best accoutant in the world. xD
8)Love to talk bullshits. =D

- Tags -
1)Carmen
2)Pooi Xin
3)Pei Sie
4)Wallce
5)Mei Kay
6)JieYi
7)Mun Yee
8)Pei Qi

my new member !!! laptop ~

2009-12-28T23:06:00.000-08:00

get my laptop already.

very happy about.

wanna start my school life already.

hehes.

actually not ready yet.

still want to enjoy.

but never mind loh.

since i get many things that i want in my holidays.

xD.

felt excited.

dont know which class i will in.

and dont know who i will meet.

THE END OF MY HOLIDAYS.

THE END POST OF 2009.

Bye ! ~

a nice trip with family ~!

2009-12-18T08:48:00.000-08:00

today

about 10 am then went to SUN WAY LAGOON.

we reached there about 11 something.

hehes.

i went there with my brothers , nephew and niece.

then the first station we went was WATER PARK.

hehe.

but so boring today.

because there all dint accompany me to play the games that i wanted to play.

aikx.

never mind.

i forgive them !

after a few hours.

we decided to play extreme park's games

but

unfaithfully

rain

T.T

bad day !

aikz.

played awhile then back ady loh.

our dinner

shabu-shabu

hehes.

ate until very full !

hahas.

about 10 something only reached home.

hehes.

what a tired day.

hahas.

but it also full of happiness.

it was nice to gather with family.

be happy.

scare to hear my result.

anyone can help me?

aikx.

hope to get a laptop soon.

thanks for my sweetest mum.

u had gave me a lot of things.

i really felt satisfy of it.

Updated again ! ! !

2009-12-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

点名♥

1.你的名子：Amanda

2.所謂的血型：B

3.很棒的星座：Gemini

4.要記的生日：6月21日

5.男女人妖：Girl

*日常生活

6.起床的第一件事：open my eyes loh

7.愛梳頭髮嗎：like

8.愛玩電腦吗：okay la

9.會做家事嗎：sure

10.有養寵物嗎：miao miao~ cat =]

*衛生習慣

11.是否有口臭：how do i noe?!

12.愛洗澡嗎：not really =D

13.有飯後潔牙嗎：yup

14.看到桌上很亂會收嗎：maybe

15.有潔癖嗎：nope

*飲食方面

16.一天幾餐：2,on diet !

17.愛吃速食：no

18.早餐如何：sure got eat xD

19.飯後甜點：nope

20.宵夜有否：seldom

*關於愛情

21.有沒有情人：lalala~

22.跟他/她的發展: dont noe

23.暗戀過幾個人：many loh xD

24.現在還有暗戀的人：sure =]

25.初戀幾歲(暗戀也算)：hohoho~ secret lah

*朋友人緣

26.有很多朋友嗎：okay okay loh

27.佔有慾強嗎：not really xD

28.有很討厭的朋友嗎：nope

29.承上題,你想跟他/她說 : ...

30.親情友情二選一：family~ sweet =]

*最後結束

31.點你的人是：Miss Suet Yee

32.他人如何：Very very very good loh xD

33.他有做過讓你生氣的事：not really

34.填這份問卷很煩嗎：maybe =D

35.換你點別人了，想說甚麼：nothing !

1. mun yee

2. jie yi

3. wallace

4. carmen

5. mei kay

6. pei sie

7. pooi xin

*關於他們

1 號是你的: best friend =]

2 號人好嗎：okay ah [ very kind ]

3 號有怪癖嗎？：many xD

4 號是男的女的：girl

5 號花癡嗎：hahaha xD nope

6 號是怪人嗎：maybe haha xD

7 號很憂鬱嗎：talkative

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的 : Miss Suet Yee

2. 你们认识多久呢 : 1 year gua

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 : important !

4. 你与他(她)的关系是 : best friend

5. 你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : funny + stupid =P

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是 : comd her hair ! xD

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了

你会答 : so ??

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了

你会答 :laugh on it loh

問 : 去海边玩会使用什么交通工具

答 : car car loh

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買

答 : bikini ah LOL joke !

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的

答 : wont bother about it

问 : 海边对你來说是

答 : peace and nice =]

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗??

答 : will ! xD

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗?

答 : yup

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁?

答 : Miss Suet Yee

問 : 有人说该減肥了...

答 : yup thats rite !!

問 : 自恋適合你吗??

答 : not really

KUSO搞怪篇

你常笑么：ya

你喜欢去那里玩：mum's shop

去玩时喜欢一个人去么：no hate alone D=

如是假日你都睡到几点：natural wake =D

今天天气如何：rainy

朋友和情人你回选择：friends

机会和命运你会选择：chances

你很自恋么: maybe

你有穿过耳洞么：sure got girl what ! xD

你交过几个男（女）朋友：dont noe hehe =]

-完毕-

Love !

2009-11-24T05:35:00.000-08:00

my babe with me now !

hahas.

very happy about it.

hahas.

thanks mummy!

makx ! ! !

UPDATED ! !

2009-11-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

just for fun.

hahas.

nothing to write.

came back from genting last thursday.

hehes.

happy holidays ! ! !

relax ~

2009-11-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

today day off.

monday is my off day.

today we whole family went to kim-gary that in maluri's jusco to have our brunch.

hehes.

because we woke up on 1 something.

then mummy just walk in to jusco and checked her j-card's points.

we all just walked around without bought anythings.

LOLs.

after that we changed another place to shop.

but still jusco.

at balakong.

because mummy wanted to find her dearest nephew and niece.

thats their promised.

the two little children was the most naughtiest child in my world.

hahas.

we [my sis,bro and i] tried to escape of them.

we went to green box.

sing k.

unluckily that my brother dint brought his i/c or student's card.

so.

he was counted in adult price.

wasted money.

grr.

never mind.

because its mummy's money.

hahas.

sang until 7 something.

we needed to back.

but mummy they all went back already.

how?

take taxi.

so we decided went out and take taxi back.

when we at outside and waiting for taxi.

NO TAXI APPEARED.

all also went to sleep already.

hahas.

then we tried to call mummy.

mummy told us that she was sicked.

aiks.

so bad.

after that we called our uncle.

name, kit.

luckily he was hanging around and finding foods to eat.

hehes.

he was free to fetch us.

wait about 10 minutes.

he reached.

finally we can back.

safe.

back then take bath.

and eat.

enjoyed.

hehes.

finished my day.

tomorrow need to work again.

start WORKING now ! !

2009-11-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

start working already lurh.

relax enough already.

hehes.

used all the money.

earn it now!

hahas.

work at where?

MY MUM SHOP.

how much is my salary?

UP TO HER.

LOLs.

whatever lah.

i work also just for fun.

because really very boring at home.

hehes.

everyday also need to wake up early.

aiks.

never mind loh.

help her mah.

hahas.

today saw my 2nd's cutie pie.

miss abby loh.

hahas.

very long already.

learning to turn her body.

she was adorable.

will upload her photo next time.

hehes.

finished my day with full of works.

hahas.

that's all.

NEW UPDATED ! ! !

2009-11-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

nowadays very lazy to update my blog.

today went to roller with some friends.

very boring.

at there just have 10++ people only.

haiz.

half also Malays.

hahas.xD

after that we went to sing k.

LOL.

the ah lek and jin yeh keep on annoying us.

hahas.

made me quite no mood to sing.

LOLs.

sang until 7 something then we decided to go play basketball at 29 road.

ah lek said follow him back house to change his shirt then went together.

on the way back to ah lek's house.

RAINING !

made me damn no mood.

haiz.

we quickly ran forward to stay in front the condo.

ah lek's called his brother to come and fetch us back.

but i just called him to dropped me at carfore.

then called my father came and fetch me back.

hehes.

not good to call him fetch me back home.

too far.

hahas.

and he looked fierce too.

xD.

reached home.

then out again with sister.

went to PASAR MALAM at oug.

haiz.

actually I'm very tired.

hahas.

but still wanna followed them.

reach there about half an hour.

rain again.

herh*

unlucky day.

keep on rain rain and rain.

aiks.

sat for awhile and wait the rain not heavily then call my mummy come to fetch us back.

luckily got her.

finally.

finish my day.

full of happiness.

LOL.

but in a rainy day.

PMR ``

2009-10-06T03:16:00.001-07:00

me and jie jie...=D

tomorrow is PMR already..
hope everyone will do well in this exam...=)
Everyone must play up in it ah...

Hope I can get a good result in this term..
score more than 3 A's I also happy already lo...=D

Gambatek ! ! !

I know how to swim ady ah !!!...=D

2009-09-28T10:07:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday night,my siblings and I went to my cousin's house for swim...
haha...
I finally knew how to swim...
really very funny oh...=D

在这里向某某人道歉...
真的真的感到非常的抱歉...
那天我真的不是有心的...
那是我在一种很难解释的情况中做出来的...
请你不要因为这种无聊的东西而不理我..
希望你真的不要生气啊...
我们还是朋友吧？
真的对不起
对不起
对不起....

Tag ~

2009-09-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

01 你叫什么: 蔡宛仁
02 你的綽號: 碗人...T.T
03 你的血型: 好像是b..
04 你的星座: 双子座
05 你是男還是女: 女
06 你幾歲: 15
07 你住哪裡: Taman Overseas Union
08 你現在的學校: smk sri sentosa
09 你有沒有手機:有

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 鳗鱼
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: 他...

情題
21你有沒有喜欢的人：有
22 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：忘记了..
23 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: 忘记了...
24 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：忘记了...
25 現在有另一半吗: 没有
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样：接受她...xD
27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：不可能啦...
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人: 他很完美 xD
29 你和另一半牵手过吗：没有...
30 你和另一半抱或亲过吗：没有...
31你跟异性牵手过吗: 没有......
34 是谁，你们什么关系: 没有啦...鬼啦..xD
35 现在有人在追你吗: 我哪懂?！

混合題
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: 跟她一起去咯..
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会: 骂他为什么背叛我...
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: 讨厌他...
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: 不会...=)
40 你上课認真吗: 看心情咯...xD
41 你功課好不好: 过得去啦...哈哈
42 你开电脑都在干嘛：玩咯...废话~
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 3个呱
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: 5个呱

凶手题
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: 佩琪...=)
46 这個人對你好不好: 好到极点啦..xD
47 這個人是你的誰: 爱人啊...废话啊
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: 有啊...喜欢了很久添
49 你们认识多久了: 今年才认识得啦..
50 這個人是怎样的人: 很可爱...=）
51 这个人正／帥吗: 正到爆...=D
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: 他不要我啦...哈哈
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办: 向他告白啊...xD

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: 多咯...
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: 罗志祥...小猪!xD
56 說到憨你会想到谁: 雪仪
57 說到痴你会想到谁: 雪仪...鳗鱼
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: 我啊..xD~
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: 我姐...美琪
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: 凯泽...xD
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: 雪仪...
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁: 鳗鱼...
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: 我啊...xD

學校題
64 你的班导是谁: Zafir
65 你的座位是第几排第几个:第1排...第2个
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Mr Ong...xD
67 你的英文好吗: 不好 ):
68 体育好吗: 不错啦...嘿嘿~
69 数学好么: 过得去啦...
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: 都不懂她叫什么名...xD
71 你的学校好看吗: 很............难看啊
72 你的班級是: 3 A 2
73 你的班級在几楼: 1楼
74 填后感: 很无聊...

被点到必填

1不填代表你不尊重传給你的人和问卷
2 請老实的回答每一個问題
3 不行擅自塗改題目
4 写完请点5位朋友，不可不点
5 点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了COPY 题目到你的BLOG慢慢填吧。

1. Wallace
2. Carmen
3. Mei Kay
4. Pooi Xin
5. Pei Sie

The most APISH person !!!

2009-09-10T03:02:00.000-07:00

i hate you !
i hate the two face people !
did you know that you are really su*k..
damn you lah !
made many people trouble wan..
i don't even hate a people so deep...
you are the one !!
congratulation !!!

before that you have already made many problems out la..
now again..
aiyo..
do already also don't want to admit..
aikx**
if you do it just admit what...
not need entangle any people to get in trouble lah...
stupid !!!
ishh**
luckily it just leave a few months to mix in with you..
if not i really don't know how to bear with you in the same class ah !!

HATE YOU !!
HATE YOU !!
HATE YOU !!

please don't become the problematical person la...
Y O U A R E F A K E Y O U K N O W ! ! !

Suet Yee **

2009-09-07T22:08:00.000-07:00

special thanks to suet yee...xD
she help me edit pictures...
haha``
let me show show...=D

this is me...

and my niece``

abby loh...xD

definately cute.....xD

Holiday *

2009-09-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

The whole holiday also very busy
so I also not free to updated my blog..
this few days also very moody and tired
because my grandmother she still at hospital..
so we need to take care of her...
sent her meals to her on every morning and night..
everyday also need to wake up on 7 something and late night only slept
aiks* TIRED ah ! !

aiyo make me can't went for roller with my friends ah ~
sad la..
I WANT ROLLER AH ! !
nowadays my sister also need to stay in the hospital to look after her..
because she has lost her leg..can't went anywhere by herself..
aiks*

to me you are the one !

Nice Song``

2009-08-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

这首歌很好听
它令我感动的哭了
真的。很好听。。
黄毓敏 [最好的结局]=)

好听 ~

2009-08-18T13:45:00.000-07:00

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句
我都相信

为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句
我都相信

为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽
让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静轻轻是再也不去理

Without You -- Air Supply

2009-08-13T09:47:00.000-07:00

No I can't forget this evening
and your face
When you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile
But in your eyes your sorrow shows,
yes, it shows

No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think about my sorrow
When I had you there, then I let you go
And now it only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

No I can't forget this evening
and your face
When you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile
But in your eyes your sorrow shows,
yes, it shows
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

Abby Loh Pei Qi's fullmoon...=)

2009-08-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

1st of August...

today was Abby's full moon...

in the afternoon i follow my to her shop..

because of my aunt so every Saturday and Sunday i also need to follow my mother to her shop...

not play is WORK ! ! !...=D

and then i take many photo there...

because it was really very boring there...

nothing to shop there also...hehe...^^

the first photo i took [ smile until got abit fake ]

then the second photo...=)

at night, we went for dinner at Noble house...

there was many people...

before Abby's full moon..

we have helped her to prepare many small gifts for the guest that present for the dinner..

we have prepared some photo cards, photo in frame and a DVD with a lot of pictures...

that all also prepared by me...=)

i was very happy..

because i saw my cutie pie..=)

she is definitely cute...

she kept on follow me in the whole dinner until the dinner finished...

when she need to back...

then i bring her went to the car...

i leave her inside the car..

she asked me '' where you want to go? ''

then i answered '' i just go inside to take something,wait me awhile ah? ''

she said '' okay...''

but after awhile she shout '' wait ! i follow you...i accompany you to take... ''

then her father and mother started laugh on her...=D

cute right?xD

first time to ROLLER ! ! =D

2009-07-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

today after school I went for roller that placed at carefour...
I went there with meikay , carmen , weitheng and my sis...
this was the first I went for roller...
first we reached the entrance...
I got abit scare...
because I were very surprised that there were many people today..
(I though there was few people on weekdays)

First time play also many people...
so bad la...
and then the bad girl pooi xin ah...
din't came..
bad girl...==
but she said that her mother don't let her to go...
then fine lo...
I forgive her this time...xD
better no next time loh..haha

then we enter the court to play..
when we played until half..
got people crashed carmen and then made her pulled one girl fall down...
aiyo...
play roller also will fall down wan la...
and then got a guy was damn rude...
he straight away used bad words to scold carmen...
oh my god! ! !
its not carmen's fault what..
how come a guy will treated a girl like that...
what a terrible world ! ! !

luckily carmen's cousin sisters were there...
they helped carmen to crash the guy...xD
although this action was so childish...
but this was what the girls will do...
haha..xD

after that my sister said she got competition...
so we need to go back early...
haiz...too bad...=(

quite happy to play there..
and now i learned how to stand proberly there...=D
meikay said we will go again after our exam over...=)

烂校园生活。。

2009-07-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

这两天很不幸的被牵涉到一件非常无聊的事里。。
说我们在厕所里写某某人的名字。。
哼~
你是真的有做过才会给别人写的咯。。
在班上就装可怜啊。。
在外面就有说有笑的。。。
演技不错啊。。

我们连续被训导老师质问了两天啊。。
害我今年第一次在学校哭咧。。
不爽啦！！
还有我的朋友也是。。。
给他们折磨了两天咧。。。
够力不爽的啦！！

老师，之前好好的讲不是好咯。。
在那边恐吓我们酱。。
讲什么不认就会被buang哦。。。
我们都没有做。。
认来干吗？
就算真的有做谁会敢认哦。。
强逼式的。。
真的不怕死咩。。

现在还连累到我的朋友。。
还好老师只是叫他们去油回漆而已。。
如果他们真的被老师开除了。。。
我肯定不会放过这个某某人的啦。。

哎~
真的觉得不好意识啦。。
心里总是过意不去。。
我是不会让这个某某人有好日子过的。。。
哼~
不要说我绝啦。。
是你逼我的。。
等这件事平淡了以后，你就惨啦。。
直接在班上瞪你啦！！

没心情读书啦。。
我很想知道你是在避开我吗？
如果不是的话，可以告诉我不找我的理由吗？
如果是真的，你也未免太绝情了吧！
说都没说就人间蒸发了。。。过分！！

我对我自己说过不再会想你了。。
一定要做到啦！！！
=）

bad FEELING *

2009-07-25T09:40:00.000-07:00

this few days don't know why fel very moody...
haiz...
many things happen at school ah...
friends...

haiz..
don't know what you think also...
don't wan to think too much already lah...
just let it be lah...
it will be solved later...

some more exam is around the corner...
must play up in this time...
get a good results...xD

everyone also must hardworking to do your revision ah...
nowaday i will seldom online...
want find me then sms me loh...
if you leave me comments i also can't see it...=P

Sick ady lah```

2009-07-17T03:54:00.000-07:00

aiyo...
really sick ady lah...
din go school for two days loh...
miss the school and miss HIM...
two days din saw him really very miss HIM loh...=)

BAD FLU ! ! !
hate this flu lah...
haiz...
today 12 something only woke up ah..
sick is like that de lah...
can sleep until don't know day and night ah...
haha..=D

dont noe what to say la...
=)
wish I will recover as soon as possible lah...
xD

Disappointed on YOU !!!

2009-07-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

long time din't updated my blog...
=)..
because this few weeks also no time to open my computer...
==
always stay back at school ah...
made me became darker and darker now..
aikz``

This few weeks also very moody```
Mun yee and Suet yee also keep on asking me what happen to me..
but i also cant answer that..haiz =.=

got abit disappointed on you...
just because of YOU !!!
>.<
BLAME OF YOU ! ! !

Sometimes you can really made me felt very happy..
but sometimes you also can made me felt sad...
YOU have controlled my mind...
i hate this kind of feeling...
BUT i really very miss u..

i keep on telling myself don't think u too much...
but i can't...
i became very stubborn now...
Hopeless ~
think that you will find me one day..
but i know that you won't do that...

how come i became so childish now...
like a three years old girl...
[ learning to become myself again..=) ]

aikz``
luckily i still have all my friends and my dream man [ DEON =D]...
i know that you all will support me...
maybe some day i really can forget about him...
=D..
waiting for this day coming...

so bad ah...
my sister sick ady ah...
scare she have H1N1...xD
but now make me got abit flu ah...
aikz...
later kena H1N1 then really die lo...
haiz...just simply say only la...
how come will so easy get it [ H1N1 ] La...=D

i think i really need to find a friend ant tell her/him all my feelings...
then i will become better...=D
who will like to become this friend just tell me la...xD

my BIRTHDAY ! !

2009-06-20T11:17:00.000-07:00

Today my parent bring us to [mini Jagoya] - Tenji to celebrated my birthday...=)

And celebrated Father's Day also ...xD

my father n me...=)

[ we r the vip today...xD ]

i feel very surprise that my sis cut her hair again...xD

haha...xD

many ppl attend today...

The first my family..my brother's family...my auntie and my uncle...

really very very happy there...

and fell excited there also...

because i saw many chocolate and ice-cream there..xD

very enjoy our dinner there...

we take many many photo there..=)

me n sis..

me , mum and grandma..=)

Chua's family..=D

today i also received a present from Auntie Mun and Auntie Bee..=)

they buy me a set of chocolate...=D

[ my favourite...but cant eat many la...very fat...xD ]

love them so much...=)

hehe..=)

wish my dad Happy Father's Day..

and wish me Happy Birthday also...xD

Holiday Finish

2009-06-14T00:16:00.000-07:00

holiday finish ady lo...
aiks...
wanna study ady...
scare to go school ah..
[ JUST BECAUSE OF MY RESULT ]

actually holiday finish also good...=D
coz no need to stay at home everyday...xD
really damn boring at home lo...

luckily my sis come back in this few day ady...
so i can follow her to MABA to see her match...
[ 11/6/09 - 14/6/09 ]
her team is [ Wilayah Persekutuan A ]..

on Friday that day they vs Singapore...
but lose ady``aiks..
then Saturday that day vs Wilayah Persekutuan B...
same as Friday..lose~
at first leading wan...but the end lose 2 points...
so bad la...
i tot A team will win B team de...
haiz...
very bad la...
=D

Sweet song `

2009-06-09T22:33:00.000-07:00

MY COOKIE CAN

讲一声冻冻
你会和我抱拥
哗一声痛痛
你会张开我的笑容
you give me security

手信要永远藏在铁罐中
天天都碰碰
就似古董那么贵重
you give me security

你叫一切变美
有关你每秒也要收起
糖份满爆也不理
(挤挤逼逼我更欢喜)
收获但愿会变定期
手里心里都要怀着你
我要储起你

my cookie can
hey you say you love me till the end
my cookie can
hey you're the only one i'd called my man
my cookie can
hey you say you love me till the end
my cookie can
you're my man

讲一声冻冻
你会和我抱拥
哗一声痛痛
你会张开我的笑容
you give me security

这铁罐我已无法放松
天天都碰碰
我比千万万翁更红
you give me security

你叫一切变美
有关你每秒也要收起
糖份满爆也不理
(挤挤逼逼我更欢喜)
收获但愿会变定期
手里心里都要怀着你
我要储起你

my cookie can
hey you say you love me till the end
my cookie can
hey you're the only one i'd called my man
my cookie can
hey you say you love me till the end
my cookie can
you're my man

Dinner at Noble House =)

2009-06-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

Yeserday follow my mum go to her shop...

At night, we having dinner with her fren...

Because yesterday was my mum fren - Aunty Bee's birthday..=)

About 7pm we went to Noble House.

[ her name is Karen ]

She is the one who follow us to Noble House for the dinner...

She is DAMN cute and friendly..

[ her smile was so sweet rite? =D ]

I helped her to snap many photo...xD

me...in the toilet....==

we were very happy there...
[ the cake was very delicious...haha xD ]

we went back about 12 something...

wish her Happy Birthday again...=)

M Y F I R S T B L O G ! ! !

2009-06-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

M Y F I R S T BLOG ! ! ! xD

Finally i have a blog..=D...Im quite scare to create a blog for myself

because I'm lazy to update my blog and my language is poor too.xD

but i will try to improve it de lah``

Hm...holiday now...

so boring lah..aiks ==

just stay at home..tuition [ holiday also need tuition..cham loh T.T ]..

and follow my mum to shop loh...

nothing to do also``
[actually gt many homework to do de..but lazy loh ] =P

Today is Agong's birthday..xD

nth special also...follow my mum go to her shop..

and take some stupid picture with my mum..xD

me n mum when we at shop.=P

aiks...sien ah..**

day past so fast lah...Saturday ady loh...

this week really meaningless lah..

hope next week wont be the same loh..xD

okay lah..today stop here..=)

when i free or any special things happen i will update my blog de lah..

hope u all enjoy when reading my blog lah...=D